You're right... I should do what my heart desires

She gets unstable and upset when my dad is gone for too long or does stuff for his own kids and I become the same way when I'm alone and without the people close to me

She gets really mad or depressed. and so do I .

I don't want to be like her

I just don't want to feel abandoned or like someone else is more prioritized over me Even if I know that it's not true and not everything is about me and that everyone should cater to me

I can't help it though And I wish I could get Better and become less dependent on others

I'm sorry for the man I become when people wake me up from a nap.

This is pissing me off you cooked eggs for yourself and didn't ask if I wanted some so now you're getting angry at me for not eating fuck you