At the beginning of the year, I had a small computer and used to draw in that but also broke down since it was very old and I really can't afford to fix anything since there's a whole economic problem here in my country, so I'm kinda starting think that maybe this is a signal...

Have in mind that I came out to her this month, so she probably didn't want to say it to me, but I'm sure she has been side-eyeing me all these years, waiting for me to have the moment of realization and tell her