yeah ! i think this one is called the hope bear?

hi lottie thank you and i wish us both the best ❤️

i love plushies, my prized possession is this one (not my pic) since i've had it since birth, as for animals my faves are cats and raccoons

I don't express it because of deep rooted trauma but I love the time I share with my friends and my partner, I have a lot of love for them but I struggle expressing it due to trauma and how this year has been

I worry that this pain is going to make me come off as fake, I need time and understanding

3 deaths in 1 year is too much to handle

I've been trying so hard to do my best and keep moving, I've had some highlights and made new friends this year but the pain and issues I've had this year out stack the good

I've been through so much this year, I feel emptier and more of a shell than before

I'm scared, it hurts, everything hurts.

Next up is Maggie, then it's going to be Zike. I absolutely won't be able to handle that. I picked him out, he's my cat. He's been in my life so long just like Milo that I'm going to feel so much pain.

Sassy was new to this family as of last year, and now she's gone before her time. Like Frod, Mittens, and Bootsie, health declined rapidly and unforseen.

I'm not good with dogs, but the two dogs in my life mean everything to me. And Maggie's time is running out soon, we've had her since I was 13

Sammi was the second to go at the end of April. We took her in after my dad's dad passed away, that was 9 years ago. I was her favorite person, we were inseparable. My heart feels so empty and on the verge of shattering every day.

Unlike Milo, I never sense her presence in the house..

she wasn't even old, she developed a blood disease, nobody could do anything or help her

she was i think 4 or 5 years, too soon

this is the 3rd animal death this year for me, and a 4th might happen before the year ends

i miss milo, i miss sammi, i miss sassy