The shutdown and they even said "hey its the holidays dont even worry about it " so like depending on MFF i hope to pay the rest off or at least a larger payment. its the least I can do

Which I'm very grateful for, I'm not going to dip it was the first time I've ever had to back from a commission it was def a speical situation. I was so scared to even be shuffle or even embrace shuffle..

back in july/august i was comfortable to recommission again they were understanding about -

I would never be this "late" on payments if that makes sense i would usually pay in whole but This is the second time i started to pay

i started to back in 2023/24 then when i faced extreme harassment I cancelled the commission out of fear.. and told them to keep the funds.. they still trusted me

Yeah.. just there's a mountain of other things that affect me a lot more negatively first that should be handled before this. We'll see when we get there

That only hands can satisfy