I have decided to summarise the most important parts of my day, starting today. I am the kind of person who overthinks and spirals a lot in their own thoughts. Bluesky is helping with that 300 char limit. Posting publicly will help me not say anything without introspection.
Letting go of the duo streak and the one here on Bsky. I realised i'm not really learning for the sake of it on duo, but just chasing numbers, which is sad. And Bsky journaling hasn't had a major difference in my life over the month. Peace.
Letting go of the duo streak and the one here on Bsky. I realised i'm not really learning for the sake of it on duo, but just chasing numbers, which is sad. And Bsky journaling hasn't had a major difference in my life over the month. Peace.
Fever but felt least stressed in this whole month
Fever but felt least stressed in this whole month
I get a strong urge today to let go of my duo streak. I've been learning for 3+ years. While it has helped, it feels like a chore everyday. But honestly, i shouldn't give up, because ik i won't practice everyday without it. Maybe 3 mins a day is alright over 0 mins for weeks until motivation.
I get a strong urge today to let go of my duo streak. I've been learning for 3+ years. While it has helped, it feels like a chore everyday. But honestly, i shouldn't give up, because ik i won't practice everyday without it. Maybe 3 mins a day is alright over 0 mins for weeks until motivation.
Got good sleep after so many days of stress and that really fixed my mood today. I got a lot of things done.
Got good sleep after so many days of stress and that really fixed my mood today. I got a lot of things done.
Went to some place after a really long time and got clear glass beads. Guess it's time i'll make more of my dragonflies!
Went to some place after a really long time and got clear glass beads. Guess it's time i'll make more of my dragonflies!
I saw someone on Reddit put a dandelion on resin, and it was soooo cool. I want to try it out too!
I saw someone on Reddit put a dandelion on resin, and it was soooo cool. I want to try it out too!
Almost forgot to update today but i was actually busy studying, which is weird, but true.
Almost forgot to update today but i was actually busy studying, which is weird, but true.
Had the tastiest sandwich today!
Had the tastiest sandwich today!
I reset my notion early in the morning and it surprisingly cleared up my mind. I have been focusing more on my priorities now.
I reset my notion early in the morning and it surprisingly cleared up my mind. I have been focusing more on my priorities now.
This has been the most unproductive week for me so far, and i'm not quite happy about it.
This has been the most unproductive week for me so far, and i'm not quite happy about it.
Nothing much today, or this week even. I have been sleeping a lot to compensate for the rest i owe to my brain from exam week.
Nothing much today, or this week even. I have been sleeping a lot to compensate for the rest i owe to my brain from exam week.
I've made a tiny dragonfly with unqiue distorted beads i got from the pack. It surprisingly looks better than all others i've made. I'll get some steel wire to remake that.
I've made a tiny dragonfly with unqiue distorted beads i got from the pack. It surprisingly looks better than all others i've made. I'll get some steel wire to remake that.
Not a lot happened because i got very less sleep
Not a lot happened because i got very less sleep
I realised something today.
If ego is tied to outcomes, efforts can feel bleak and it's easy to harbor negative feelings, like jealously when outcomes don't come as desired.
Rather, when egos are tied to purpose, even the bad outcomes may shed light on something good hiding in plain sight.
I realised something today.
If ego is tied to outcomes, efforts can feel bleak and it's easy to harbor negative feelings, like jealously when outcomes don't come as desired.
Rather, when egos are tied to purpose, even the bad outcomes may shed light on something good hiding in plain sight.
Started making a butterfly out of beads - only two wings left to add. Can't wait to see how it'd look when done. Also completing my coursework like always :/
Started making a butterfly out of beads - only two wings left to add. Can't wait to see how it'd look when done. Also completing my coursework like always :/
Nothing much today and i love that.
Nothing much today and i love that.
So i have to take this medicine 2x a day, on a 12 hour interval. That has forced me to follow a consistent sleep schedule because i can't force myself to sleep just after food. Nice. My nail rot but i got to improve. Doesn't mean i wouldn't have liked the nail to never have been damaged 🥲
So i have to take this medicine 2x a day, on a 12 hour interval. That has forced me to follow a consistent sleep schedule because i can't force myself to sleep just after food. Nice. My nail rot but i got to improve. Doesn't mean i wouldn't have liked the nail to never have been damaged 🥲
I feel grateful for everything today. Nothing "special" happened, but it's just something i had been feeling since i woke up. Thinking of contacting and thanking all the people who had an impact on my life.
I should do this often.
I feel grateful for everything today. Nothing "special" happened, but it's just something i had been feeling since i woke up. Thinking of contacting and thanking all the people who had an impact on my life.
I should do this often.
Can't wait for this term to be over. I have courses which i call the "mandatory migraine". Just 4 more weeks and my brain will start producing braincells again.
Can't wait for this term to be over. I have courses which i call the "mandatory migraine". Just 4 more weeks and my brain will start producing braincells again.
August feels stressful already. Was a slow day. Didn't sleep much because i thought i'd study. But i didn't end up studying. Should've just slept 8 hours.
August feels stressful already. Was a slow day. Didn't sleep much because i thought i'd study. But i didn't end up studying. Should've just slept 8 hours.
Finally managed to create this beaded strawberry today. I had been trying for months to learn 3D beading patterns
Finally managed to create this beaded strawberry today. I had been trying for months to learn 3D beading patterns
Been doing uni full time for the past 4 months and it has been the least productive period of the year so far. Barely learned anything that I could retain in the long term. Curriculums are so shallow and hyped up for pointless rigor, content and exam patterns that test memory more than anything.
Been doing uni full time for the past 4 months and it has been the least productive period of the year so far. Barely learned anything that I could retain in the long term. Curriculums are so shallow and hyped up for pointless rigor, content and exam patterns that test memory more than anything.
Not much happened today except i slept 8 hours without waking up anytime in between
Not much happened today except i slept 8 hours without waking up anytime in between