i miss when hed poop at the staircase. he almost always poops in my room now. on the carpet. ive put pads on the floor to get him to associate them with pooping there, moving them under him when he starts pooping. he sometimes waits for me to do it. but he never poops on the pads himself?!?!???

he DOES use poop as a protest. which makes me think about every single other time he poops. why does he choose the spots he does. is he pooping by the window cause there was no sun today? is he pooping where we usually play cause i didnt play more with him? why is he like this.

i keep believing theres a guillotine emoji. smh not even a gallows.

i did mention feeling hot and fevery before but that specific feeling is gone, i think..?

tho my dad and brother are wearing their winter sweats and jackets so maybe im just a freak