not that BMI 22 is waifish. get over yourself 💀

I always eat a lot when I'm around him, giving him the impression that I'm this mysteriously waifish boy who eats junk all the time...

We were out to eat a few weeks ago and I mentioned that I lost a lot of weight in college. He said I'm lucky because I can just "will it away."

I wanted to correct him. The words were on the tip of my tongue but I chickened out.

I find it's a good distraction, especially if I have a few strong flavors to switch between.

Posting to stay accountable

The only time I have h0mic¡dal thoughts

I usually just plan a cheesy meal but... I'd feel a lot better if I used those cals for something nutrient-dense.

This is pretty close to how I do it. I can barely sleep if I don't have food in my stomach.

Fuckin' yeah you did. But that's fine.