No. you are queen!

i will probably choose either not to stream or just do a chill chat or easy game where its not too much for me) again dont worry - everything is managed best it can be with medications and again i am physically fine just some days i need to be more careful and gentle with myself

My main fear is that one day that i will faint on stream (even if you cant physically see me - its happened on private calls and its embarrassing) so days where i feel that its going to be more often or I'm just brain slow -

so when i get those kind of days simple tasks take a bit more effort for me to do. most the time i can push through but some days its just smarter for me to rest up and relax - which is what i try to do.

Im running here.. payday cant come fast enough