I'm also autistic, which is not an excuse to not work, but if I've learned anything is you gotta Keep. On. Pushing. Doesn't matter if it's a rocky road or a pothole filled road. Go, push, climb as much as you can. The first-two year of work life will be difficult, but you'll get over it. Trust me.

-how messed a person can be. She drank herself into the ground quite literally. So my mother comes home. "I tell her, go on, check on her". Quiet berating follows, my mother ofc cleans the room. She worked fine for a month I think after that she began drinking again. So we had to do what we hadtodo.

So I asked my mother to do something about this. She didn't act aggressively neither hurt anyone. However I also used to have a drinking history for 6 years (I'm 24, count it out, came out without any prescriptions, "shook it off" quite literally) and I didn't need a reminder or a mirror about-

Knowing my mother she always wants to help everyone. Because everyone deserves a "second chance". 2 weeks after she moved in, the room was filled with Royal Vodka, Arany Ászok (Golden Aces) and a high smell of alcohol. Whenever I got home, first thing I smell when openning the door was the alcohol.

>Quake 3 launches into a blackscreen.

At this point, I don't even know if this laptop from 2006 is capable to play anything. But I'll drop the specs here.

Amilo Pi 1505
Intel® Core™2 Duo Processor T5200 1.6GHz
2GB DDR2 533Mhz
Integrated, no ATI or Nvidia
Kingston A400 240GB
BIOS is 1.14C (latest?)

>game doesn't wanna launch Lutris doesn't recognise it as installed
Distro hopped from XFCE to Debian Linux at this point to check on Steam
>Serious Sam Revolution launches into a blackscreen
>wtf.jpeg
>Serious Sam The First Encounter also launches into a blackscreen
>"ok, quake 3 maybe?"

>finds the exit button at the bottom
>"god fucks the damned, alright hope I have more success with AoM"
Took a break here went to play Back4Blood gudgame
>installer asks for Disk 2
>can't unmount first drive
>fuck it, extract the whole installer
>game installs successfully, but it errors out for 256

aaaaand it failed. fuck.

Goddamn it.

and I got work today. 😭

Nuh-uh. youtu.be/ZdwST4RKlqQ?...

I got Very Rich & Homeless. Now what? 🤣