I'm definitely getting hit by life worries to be unable to make them, oh well

I'm craving pizza that big rn

got into tech test 2, yeah can say the same. as DMZ enjoyer, I don't find the solo dying to a squad really any problem, bots and world guns were decent, but Arc Raiders' extra step to play from free loadout like free loadout>quick exfil>trade to Lance, craft ferro and head out, is tedious

I might forget this feeling soon though... because the occasion that allows safe space and offering your skill/craft as artist-crafter, seems to be a privilege and luck

When I actually had friends IRL that gave me the safe space to share, I didn't understand the safe space bit, but granted, I was always worrying that art and expression itself won't make a living, but applicable adjacent skills for crafts should, that 'I need to sell myself' feeling was above it

It surely, or probably didn't help if you feel like said online place was bad, or make your art feel subpar, but there should be a reason that makes you happy to be in the social circle if you want to make art that feels alive

'cause I never understood praise from others when I just did what I like, I've been doing fanarts since elementary, but I hated or have no reason to be in the place where I'd like to share. It was two different things to make art vs to express yourself in a safe space

cults3d.com/en/3d-model/... model source, with scale and feet modifications done by me to better accomodate balance

sheesh, I can't even afford to buy cheap resin to have fun rn, guess I got to do manual resculpt on not really well-printed areas