You should play the first one on psx, it's really good! then take it from there if you have appetite for more. If not, you still have a classic under your belt.

Thanks for the clarification

Hang in there! At some it clicks and you will start seeing results and that makes continuing easier

Hmm im very curious..
How do you clean the dust on these displays?

I want to go back

How about evenly distributing the gap on both sides? Would not be as big and you could justify it as "space isolation". Or it could be an opportunity to get creative with plants

Oh no!

I hope you get better soon

Nah it's just a piece of metal in the middle of the beach

Vending machines and iced tea make a huge difference!

I think it's like that for many things once you reach a high enough level. Skill maintenance costs are real lol.