Wow it's been here for three hours and I'm already seeing a name I never wanted to see again, cool, great, can't ever get away from this [redacted]

Thank you so much ^v^

I'll be renaming myself and showing my new Mimi sona tomorrow, I may also reopen comms, but who knows, I still intend on doing previews for @thedoomguysfm.bsky.social if he so wishes, I'm just gonna be more solo for now

Oh I've been playing it since it was released, I love it to bits, and is one of my favorite games to relax to, plus drifting around as Amy is fun, lol

So I'm kinda stuck with no direction or purpose now, I'm lost and don't know what to do..... I miss you dad

This is part of the problem, I'm not great at making decisions, I need someone to give me some form of direction so I'm not so aimless, and I don't have that, the one person I thought I could confide in vanished 3-4 years ago, my dads gone so can't go to him, my mother doesn't know how to handle it-

how can something feel so fulfilling, yet so hollow? how can something feel so worth it, yet cause more pain than it's worth? why can't things just...... be simple? it's dumb to ask that i know, but one has to think

I'm a fucking moron

I don't hold ill will to a few of them, since they weren't involved or didn't know, but especially the one that brought me into the space in the first place and who I thought I could trust with my life, I don't want anything to do with them

Especially when I needed them, I feel betrayed and abandoned by these people, and don't want to be associated with them anymore, so with that I'm leaving the 3d art space, you can count the HonAmy comic canned as well, I just can't finish it in good faith with all that happened