wtf

i actually wont care on whatever and how much i eat when i shift there cuz i be eating real good food cuz college only got me stuck at instant noodles LMFAO

imagine i slip in my dr and accidentally ask my mama bee how much calories this thing has SHE’LL SMITE ME

happened this week. it literally frequently happens when im near other people and ive been constantly feeling spirits and pick up their memories and thoughts like how i can with other people.. this isn’t really fun for me in my part cuz im left DRAINED AF 24/7 even veiling doesnt help

last night i went out with my friends for some ramen and have some drinks and broo the entire freaking hangout my mind kept disassociating and i would see my thoughts vivid af then i figured out its my remote viewing abilities but through other people’s eyes. this is the uncounted time that ++

actually crazy enough thats the same time i found out he’s also into polyamory and thats the first time he discovered im polyamorous lmfaoo

we started dating soo yeahh i love my man so much for being supportive and im beyond grateful he can be polyamorous as meee 🫶🫶

him in as my s/o EVERYWHERE. i told him about it and i told him that includes my hellaverse dr but then he was like “no loona as your girlfriend anymore?” and we had conversations that its okay, and i had loona scripted as my s/o waaayy long before +

he’s actually the one who convinced me to script her in as my s/o cuz he had glimpses of my hellaverse script and i always had loona scripted as my s/o and then i removed her (actually every other s/o from all my scripts) when we started dating cuz you know im loyal to him and im scripting +

shit i realized my DR girlfriend has white hair we’re gonna freaking clash so i’ll drop the white hair and stick to bring blonde 😭😭😭

its in dire need of redesign cuz i did it last year buttttt yeahh i think i want to have my curly and wavy hair that i have now in my cr and i honestly want the tips to be ny lava-honey hair or whatever. im also gonna likee— not go blonde but i want white platinum blonde sabrina spellman has

THESE ARE MY WIVES AND IM BEING FR 🙏

just to forget about reality shifting and im just so terrified that what if i try to shift tonight and it doesn’t get me anywhere i might get so triggered to the point i go all borderline again cuz i miss the people in my dr and be reminded of everything to the point it all fucks me up so yeah… 🥲

i keep making excuses for myself too like i’d go “i have tasks in university so i wont try to shift” “i have to go out with my friends tonight” “i have to clean my apartment today” “i have unfinished artworkd that i want to pull an all nighter from and sooo many other stuff ++

like im actually stressed out abt this so much but im just sooooo GOOD at distracting myself from how i actually feel