Also I had a rebrand. All art by sanciolo on instagram.

It’s beautiful

Stop being naughty

We meet again.

METAMORPHOSIS will be my final project under the Shiena Stan alias. It’s going to be wholeheartedly me. It’s what I want to express and how I want to express it. It might not be for you, but it’s me giving myself to all of you.

I’m excited And terrified

If you wanna work dm me

6. So having you all here as friends and support throughout the years has been so amazing and I’m so thankful. But I understand that I can’t keep it up. I gotta live in the real world, with the people I see everyday and the people I love. So, I’m gonna have to let you guys down.

5. I can’t lie and say that I’m happy. I mean I am happy, but I’m scared. Change has always scared me, and letting people down is my biggest fear. I realize that it’s very important for me to be liked. That’s a shallow thing but I’ll admit it.…

4. My life is moving. I started this as a teenager. I now have a degree, full time job at a respectable position, and someone who will be my fiancé within a year. I’m going to move to Seattle with them while they get their PHD next year. I can’t do what I was doing as a teenager.

3. It’s fine to look back and laugh, but looking now vs then everything is different. I’m not that me anymore. I look in the mirror and my face has changed, my sense of humor has changed, my life has changed. Even this app has changed LITERALLY

I can’t chase a ghost anymore…

2.

It’s like seeing the seniors graduate and I’m still a sophomore. Idk. And those who I admired in the beginning are still cool. But I know we’ve outgrown each other. I love them, genuinely. Making a funny talk show with some cool people was fun.…