Please take care of yourself! Please take as much time as you need! :)

so far I'm enjoying it, there are a few rough spots here and there, but overall I think the VA's put effort into it.

I have been thinking that I might move accounts. I dont know, I have had a lot of thoughts about changing my username or just starting over from scratch. I have felt alienated from every community I've attempted to join. Maybe a new name is what I need. Idk Ill do more thinking before I commit

I'm sorry to hear that :( I hope you're doing okay, losing a cherished one like that is difficult. :( I'm wishing you the best.