Just doing worse and worse mentally because I'm SO LONELY 😭 (not blaming anyone) haven't hung out with anyone since München bc every time I plan to hang out with someone they cancel, happened like 5 times since last month and I'm spiraling bc I'm so depraved of social interaction outside of work 🥲

Overthinking everything right now

Why does it happen so much that I’m telling a story and people just interrupt me in the middle of it with their own story and I never get to finish mine?

Had an advice sesh with my boss and decided against buying an appartement for now so I'll just move to a new rental appartement in 2026/27. My rent is so cheap so an upgrade will hurt but I really want a bigger place 😭

God I feel SO ANNOYING AND LAME

That impending doom when you feel your mental health is about to crash……. Trying to shake it off

Verleihe nie wieder größere Beträge Geld….

Idk if it’s connected to my fear of rejection but I hate planning my birthday it makes me feel sick and anxious 😭

Habs geschafft 1 1/2 Jahre von meinem Studienkredit in einer Summe abzuzahlen 🙏

I hate social media… I don’t want to lose contact to friends but I’m just feeling like I’m talking into the void and not really getting interactions on my posts anyways so I see no point in posting most of the time…

Never learned how to socialize or have a proper conversation I was always just sent to my room bc I was annoying and lately I'm really feeling the effects idk how to describe it.... I wish I was just normal and entertaining enough for people to actually want me around

I feel like the more self aware I become the more disconnected I am

😢

Spontaneously socialized with a group of strangers today and I’m glad and proud that I overcame my anxiety 🥹 this used to be so easy to me but I’ve become so secluded and isolated I’m glad I got to spend time with people

Why is changing accounts on here so complicated 🧍‍♀️