I've largely been no contact for the last two days, I just am so upset at my own failings, trying to not turn all my vile, seething rage at this situation inward, despite knowing it's my fault, my pride, my laziness, my procrastination, whichever culprit, it's still me.

And like, just outside of everything that's wrong with all of that, I could just take it on the chin but like... I live in Missouri. I don't leave St. Louis City/County unless I absolutely have to, and even that isn't as safe now considering what's going on in other rather left-leaning cities.

Then on the Missouri-side of things, if I were to have gotten my License renewed, I'd lose the glorious little F where it says my gender identity, because my state made a law stating that your Gender Marker must match that of your Birth Certificate.

But I had to pass because what should be an arbitrary sending of information, and the fee for my birth certificate to Kansas, is now a legal hurdle because some Gov't beaurocrats just can't help but make things difficult for literally no reason.

Cats is never beating the "We might be Liquid" charge

Sometimes, even though I have all the pieces, it helps to have a third party slot the pieces in sometimes. I know little pieces of myself, and my therapist really helped me understand how they all worked together

My first ever D'Angelo experience was a heart wrenching one, in a cowboy game! youtu.be/L0AykH20X3Q?...

Me checking my Reddit account to see if I'm still banned 🤣
(I got banned for 3 days because I dare suggest that when we do Nuremberg 2 we should hang all the Nazis)

Also:
WHAT A BABE!

Me, a Stoner:

Every time I hear Hopelessly Helping by Crosby Stills and Nash, I'm transported like tonthat sunny porch swing when I was 12, and I got my first kiss.

True Blood? It's got Alex Skarsgard as a hot AF viking vampire 🤷🏼‍♀️

My favorite version of this is that I'll bite my lip, and while I'm cussin about that, I bite my tongue or the inside of my cheek or both, like right in quick succession

ZSJ is so good and the fact that he can go anywhere, really, he could, but he chooses New Japan, like that's a love of not just Professional Wrestling, but like particularly Japanese Professional Wrestling. Having seen AEW, WWE And NJPW shows they're all entirely different for very specific reasons

That's absolutely amazing 🤩😍

My Claudette in this odd body horror trans Bonnie and Clyde story, currently like exists in containment, for reasons, has triumphantly made a small mound of pillows, blankets and mattresses that she crawls into (as like every inch of her contianment cell is under observation) for her escape 🤷🏼‍♀️