shaz49
@shaz49.bsky.social
Last couple days haven't been great for me, that's all that's happening
December 30, 2025 at 3:46 PM
Last couple days haven't been great for me, that's all that's happening
I have no idea what’s appropriate and what isn’t so I’ll just say that my first name is Jonathan
December 28, 2025 at 3:14 PM
I have no idea what’s appropriate and what isn’t so I’ll just say that my first name is Jonathan
I was aware things might be how they are in regards to the streams I haven’t been going to, I didn’t know for certain because no one actually told me
December 27, 2025 at 8:55 PM
I was aware things might be how they are in regards to the streams I haven’t been going to, I didn’t know for certain because no one actually told me
Have to do the therapy session soon so I left, it won't do anything but I have to try anyway
December 22, 2025 at 5:32 PM
Have to do the therapy session soon so I left, it won't do anything but I have to try anyway
I'm not chatting but if the stream is open I'm listening
December 22, 2025 at 2:49 PM
I'm not chatting but if the stream is open I'm listening
Actually unbearable day at work
December 21, 2025 at 3:08 PM
Actually unbearable day at work
I really envy people in situations that are predictable and they don't have to wonder "okay, it's going to feel like i'm getting squeezed to death all day, how do i deal with this?"
December 21, 2025 at 9:30 AM
I really envy people in situations that are predictable and they don't have to wonder "okay, it's going to feel like i'm getting squeezed to death all day, how do i deal with this?"
Didn’t even get a notification today for some reason
December 18, 2025 at 4:02 PM
Didn’t even get a notification today for some reason
I'm doing fine enough but everything is working against me doing things, longtime friends just don't listen to me about any of this what am I supposed to do? It's not enough to post at people on here
December 17, 2025 at 1:05 PM
I'm doing fine enough but everything is working against me doing things, longtime friends just don't listen to me about any of this what am I supposed to do? It's not enough to post at people on here
It is so difficult to withstand all of this, it shouldn’t be agonizing to get even a slight amount of validation about any of this
December 14, 2025 at 7:13 PM
It is so difficult to withstand all of this, it shouldn’t be agonizing to get even a slight amount of validation about any of this
I booked a therapy session like one person I mentioned here wanted, just so there's a chance I can reestablish things with him
December 14, 2025 at 9:35 AM
I booked a therapy session like one person I mentioned here wanted, just so there's a chance I can reestablish things with him
“You have to read these 12 scientific articles before you can talk to me about this anymore” “What you’re describing is actually impossible” [10,000 screencaps] “I don’t understand any of this”
December 12, 2025 at 12:26 PM
“You have to read these 12 scientific articles before you can talk to me about this anymore” “What you’re describing is actually impossible” [10,000 screencaps] “I don’t understand any of this”
Never mind forgot my earbuds at home lol my friend group has been basically killing me
December 12, 2025 at 10:56 AM
Never mind forgot my earbuds at home lol my friend group has been basically killing me
I'll hang out in lb's stream but I'm really not in the mood to chat
December 12, 2025 at 9:59 AM
I'll hang out in lb's stream but I'm really not in the mood to chat
Imagine talking all year about this to more than one person and none of it goes through to either of them
December 10, 2025 at 3:41 PM
Imagine talking all year about this to more than one person and none of it goes through to either of them
If you’re trying to get me to go to a specific stream it’s not worth it right now unless if something really amazing is going to happen
December 6, 2025 at 2:54 PM
If you’re trying to get me to go to a specific stream it’s not worth it right now unless if something really amazing is going to happen
Might be unusual enough to mention I work on Sat and Sun fyi
December 6, 2025 at 1:05 PM
Might be unusual enough to mention I work on Sat and Sun fyi
Getting blocked everywhere rules especially when it's someone you've talked to for 16 years
December 1, 2025 at 7:10 PM
Getting blocked everywhere rules especially when it's someone you've talked to for 16 years
Have to write something here today or else I’m going to lose it, wow my existing connections think fundamentally differently than everyone else on this website does
November 14, 2025 at 5:21 PM
Have to write something here today or else I’m going to lose it, wow my existing connections think fundamentally differently than everyone else on this website does
Two separate people have said I’m delusional and need therapy. What am I supposed to do with that? No one wants to help me
October 15, 2025 at 5:52 PM
Two separate people have said I’m delusional and need therapy. What am I supposed to do with that? No one wants to help me
Is messaging really important? This is something I’m considering and I don’t know if it makes a difference right now
October 1, 2025 at 6:43 PM
Is messaging really important? This is something I’m considering and I don’t know if it makes a difference right now
Man, I can't catch a break
September 20, 2025 at 4:48 PM
Man, I can't catch a break
I don't even know when I'll be able to dm or anything because I'm always just low on energy due to external factors, I pretty much need the one person to understand first or some equivalent event
September 19, 2025 at 10:29 PM
I don't even know when I'll be able to dm or anything because I'm always just low on energy due to external factors, I pretty much need the one person to understand first or some equivalent event
I can do anything right now I just don't know what I should do.
September 13, 2025 at 6:17 PM
I can do anything right now I just don't know what I should do.
If there's a simple solution for everything right now I don't know what it is.
September 13, 2025 at 4:42 PM
If there's a simple solution for everything right now I don't know what it is.