Fuck the vtuber community, i wish i never got into it what a shitty and lousy community

man every time i dm or chat with someone who is "famous" online a streamer or vtuber just to ask a question I feel like a they think Im a creep or i feel like im just annoying them. Nothing happens its just a normal question or convo idk

Man, it's so mentally exhausting living at home with 4 women. There's no winning. If it was just me and my wife @airbunn.bsky.social it would be fine, but it's my mom, sister, and her gf. All my friends moved out of state so I don't get to see them. Im 28 but I still feel like Im a teenager miss dad

Another person I knew from speedrunning turned out to be a massive POS and abuser. It sickens me that i considered them a friend

yesterday sucked depression hit and I just wanted to not be around anymore. this is just me getting it off my chest. I miss my dad, I feel like a disappointment to my wife and family. I dont feel like im a good person or friend to people. im upset i quit my job and cant find another one now it sucks

going from twitter to bluesky i didnt lose my following because it barely existed on twitter. What sucks is I lost all of my friends from when I used to speedran. I dont have any irl friends. its difficult to make friends online too. I never feel like i belong to a community like im the odd one out