ah! all of the Postgate and Firmin properties are all so wonderful! they absolutely made up some much of my childhood DNA - Bagpuss, the Clangers, Noggin the Nog! it was so charmingly handmade (in an old cowshed, if memory serves) and gentle <3

okay. /vent

it reduces all the motivation for stuff down to crumbs and tbh, if i sent in a show next week, i already know i'd barely get out of bed. i barely got out today.

i'm losing touch with people bc typing is *hard*. which makes me feel worse than useless. which is how i feel all the time atm.

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i went the other way 😅 way too fascinated with my accessible bones - was very sad the surgeon wasn't allowed to let me keep them (understanding, but sad)

see, they make me unsettled but only a little? bc teeth are a body thing? hair too - it's gross that it's in the wrong place, but it doesn't freak me out so much as the concept of my body growing non-body things does 😅

hard same - ide remember how i found out about them, but the internal screaming was long and very high pitched 😂 BODIES SHOULD NOT GROW ROCKS!

piloting the flesh mecha can be weird regardless, but healing is always kinda gross and icky 😅