my chest was beating so fast. i really thought i was going to die. i ended up passing out on my couch fo like 20 minutes and i do not know how i got on there but,,,yeah,,,,i joke but it was so fuckign frightening. i havent moved frm my couch

i was clutching onto something for dear life and cannot even remember what it was but i was in the kitchen. the room was literally spinning around me and fading in and out. one of my family members asked if i was okay and i could barely even hear them it was just muffled and my body was so cold

i bought sonny angels and i'm excited about them but now i feel like everything is doing blind bags now and i feel like its getting to be way too much!!!

i hate saying the word stupid but sometimes people are just...dumb as fuck and i cannot imagine being in that headspace to do that line of thinking 😭