if geoff was megan instead we'd live in a better world

and he's allowed to say 'fuck' when he is telling you about how much sex he's had

it's not even a pejorative, I'm having a great time talking with blue emet-selch, I think he's great. It's very Two Cakes

i got help with warframe. now I am slightly more powerful. AND I have craft supplies

this is how you get back into physical hobbies; get into a video game that baffles you so thoroughly that you do the hobby instead

With his wife a schoolteacher of all things I don't think either of them are properly retiring; I can't imagine it's gotten any easier in the last couple of years, I worry so much for the field the moment, like, small craft beers decide not to hire people anymore, if they haven't stopped already.

The family friend that intro'ed me to design had been a professional at a magazine for a decade before switching to freelance/contracting and I don't even know how he's doing now, he was getting pulled off contracts in like 2021 for cost cutting. Stresses me out! He spent like 40 years doing fine!

(i don't know if this happens but i hope it does)

i did my laundry but I still have too low tolerance for The Male Author to get back to the book. god. i was so hooked yesterday and now theyre making me read about some woman's bush every 3 pages i cant wait until the character is rendered impotent by the Horrors it cant happen fast enough

i think i need to take a break from Literature and do something stupid. or go wash the dishes. good god.

i refuse to let this defeat me but i am soooo sick of the narrator i hope the book compilation drives him insane by the end he deserves it. this is certainly not helped by my other in progreas being botns. can anyone be normal about women. PLEASE. ANYONE.