every time i see a tree thats turned bright red with fall im reminded of how much i love it here
October 19, 2025 at 4:37 PM
every time i see a tree thats turned bright red with fall im reminded of how much i love it here
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i feel like i spent the last two months in a slowly escalating manic episode
October 4, 2025 at 3:12 AM
i feel like i spent the last two months in a slowly escalating manic episode
Dreamflasher
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October 3, 2025 at 9:24 PM
im not doing too well
October 3, 2025 at 2:13 AM
im not doing too well
i wont be using this app anymore. all i do is post about how i became mentally ill as though that justifies what i did. it doesnt. nothing can justify what i did. i dont want forgiveness or to make amends. i just dont want it to ruin every single memory.
September 28, 2025 at 1:40 AM
i wont be using this app anymore. all i do is post about how i became mentally ill as though that justifies what i did. it doesnt. nothing can justify what i did. i dont want forgiveness or to make amends. i just dont want it to ruin every single memory.
im sorry that im mentally ill
September 28, 2025 at 1:23 AM
im sorry that im mentally ill
i think this is the worst episode ive had in my life
September 27, 2025 at 10:36 PM
i think this is the worst episode ive had in my life
i hope you can be happy and you get to have everything you always wanted. im sorry that i did this. im sorry that this is how things ended. i love you so much. i wish i wasnt like this. it wasnt you. the moment that my brain shifted something like this was going to happen eventually.
September 26, 2025 at 5:05 AM
i hope you can be happy and you get to have everything you always wanted. im sorry that i did this. im sorry that this is how things ended. i love you so much. i wish i wasnt like this. it wasnt you. the moment that my brain shifted something like this was going to happen eventually.
really bad time to realize that actually i just really like uppers
September 26, 2025 at 1:06 AM
really bad time to realize that actually i just really like uppers
all i want is alcohol and more stimulants
September 25, 2025 at 7:47 PM
all i want is alcohol and more stimulants
i had a bun to eat yesterday and ive had nothing to eat since. i didnt eat half of my breakfast and dinner the day before. i didnt ear breakfast the day before or the day before that. i dont know whats wrong with me.
September 25, 2025 at 7:46 PM
i had a bun to eat yesterday and ive had nothing to eat since. i didnt eat half of my breakfast and dinner the day before. i didnt ear breakfast the day before or the day before that. i dont know whats wrong with me.
i wish it didn’t change how i felt. i wish it didn’t happen when i was in an episode like this. i wish it didn’t take so long.
September 25, 2025 at 7:44 PM
i wish it didn’t change how i felt. i wish it didn’t happen when i was in an episode like this. i wish it didn’t take so long.
i had to push and push and push for things i wanted and by the time that it finally felt like i was being pulled, i just felt so so tired
September 25, 2025 at 7:41 PM
i had to push and push and push for things i wanted and by the time that it finally felt like i was being pulled, i just felt so so tired
i wish i could be the woman you thought i was. i wish i wasnt mentally ill. i wish it didnt take so long. i wish i could get over the things that hurt me so badly. i tried so hard. it just took so long for it to feel like we were on the same side.
September 25, 2025 at 7:40 PM
i wish i could be the woman you thought i was. i wish i wasnt mentally ill. i wish it didnt take so long. i wish i could get over the things that hurt me so badly. i tried so hard. it just took so long for it to feel like we were on the same side.
i cant ever just be normal its always “i sit at home and do nothing and have no energy almost every single day” or “i need to crash out i need to crash out i need to crash out” i dont know whats wrong with me
September 24, 2025 at 5:26 PM
i cant ever just be normal its always “i sit at home and do nothing and have no energy almost every single day” or “i need to crash out i need to crash out i need to crash out” i dont know whats wrong with me
i feel like i am the least stable that i have been in my life for the past month or two. i just feel so untethered and disconnected and its so hard to control myself. i feel like ive been getting 3 or 4 hours of sleep a night since the end of july.
September 24, 2025 at 3:35 PM
i feel like i am the least stable that i have been in my life for the past month or two. i just feel so untethered and disconnected and its so hard to control myself. i feel like ive been getting 3 or 4 hours of sleep a night since the end of july.
maybe i should just kill myself
September 24, 2025 at 8:32 AM
maybe i should just kill myself
i think shes gonna kill me for being so annoying
September 20, 2025 at 3:22 PM
i think shes gonna kill me for being so annoying