Shikabane
sh1kabane.bsky.social
Shikabane
@sh1kabane.bsky.social
🔞 fanfiction / character account; aggretsuko copyrighted to sanrio, this account is intended to be one feeble heart's attempt to draw the inspiration to greet tomorrow from a series that made them feel just a little less invisible. depression won't win!
not dead.
July 16, 2025 at 3:23 AM
super high depression level, rn. and yesterday.
February 18, 2024 at 1:56 AM
having one of those days where i don't want to eat.
February 15, 2024 at 11:24 PM
//flat flop skunk.

🌙 need sleep.

🌙 everything hurts.

🌙 low paranoia, rising anxiety, mid depression.

🌙 can't stop screwing with my sleep by drinking caffeine to fight sleepiness but now caffeinated and so can't sleep.

🌙 gonna try nap.
February 15, 2024 at 2:25 PM
spam risks have started for the day.
February 15, 2024 at 1:55 PM
i think i'm being haunted, i keep feeling random cold patches in rooms when there's no openings to the outside nor a/c vents aimed at me.

' ^ '
February 15, 2024 at 11:18 AM
oh, hey. that one was "telemarketer." neat.

telemarketers: 1
spam risks: 6
February 14, 2024 at 11:28 PM
sausage?
February 14, 2024 at 11:26 PM
i feel like i should be upset that netflix anime are pretty good.
February 14, 2024 at 9:37 PM
/flex!

how are we today?
🌙 low depression, low paranoia, low anxiety levels!
🌙 horrible feeling from before is gone, finally.
🌙 sleep is an incredible thing.
🌙 5 followers! \ ^~^ /
🌙 gonna write!
February 14, 2024 at 6:41 PM
/groan.

feel like stinky garbage.

don't know why.

maybe energy drink withdrawal? but i only had two this year, just yesterday.

can't sleep, wanna just drown in a giant pool of monster.
February 14, 2024 at 5:18 AM
okay, guys.

i've written up a first chapter, and also a tw/readme. you can access/read them here, for now, though i might have to eventually move it over to archive-of-our-own.

i'll post every day that i have the strength to. thanks for being here!

we'll survive together!
releases - Google Drive
drive.google.com
February 14, 2024 at 12:19 AM
ah...i can't pin a post. okay, guess i'll need a website or something at some point.
February 13, 2024 at 11:32 PM
/deep breath.

okay, some rules about this account:
🌙 if you message me, i'll respond in-character as shikabane.
🌙 i'm not gonna do any politics, and i'm not gonna follow back unless you're an aggretsuko character too.
🌙 please don't be creepy.
🌙 unless stated otherwise, all art i post is borrowed.
February 13, 2024 at 11:31 PM
some rules-- hold on, another robo call.
February 13, 2024 at 11:26 PM
i wonder if it's a depression thing that sleep during the day is way easier and way more satisfying.

...aside from the robo calls.
February 13, 2024 at 10:47 PM
be cool if robo calls weren't legal. i've gotten seven of them today.

what do you assholes even want from me. i don't have a car, i don't own property on that road, and that's not even my name...
February 13, 2024 at 10:42 PM
509 words, too eepy to keep going. energy drink crash has landed.
February 13, 2024 at 3:14 PM
what do you think is worse? the annoyed feeling that comes after nearly falling over sideways because your feet just didn't wanna finish the job of walking, or the part where you start thinking on scenarios of how it'd've gone if you had to explain it someone who saw? or even laughed?
February 13, 2024 at 2:32 PM
got my first likes! that's a boost. ^~^

now to write something for the day.
February 13, 2024 at 12:17 PM
i take it back, about current paranoia level...

realizing bsky doesn't need invites anymore doesn't really reassure me that it'll be different from twitter for long.

make that paranoia level mid.
February 13, 2024 at 11:50 AM
/deep breath.

okay. how are we today?
🌙depression level is mid, i can function...currently.
🌙still terrified of my tablet, feel like leech rn.
🌙bills are a maybe, this month, mom hasn' been to doc for hand injury yet. no insurance, gonna be "fun."
🌙low paranoia.
🌙not dead yet, so there's that. '^'
February 13, 2024 at 11:36 AM