This is not for attention, i just cannot keep it all inside my guts tonight

Healing is the worst, amirite. I meaningfully do the work for so many years, and i feel worse than i ever have, mentally and physically. Like ok its all part of the process and the fall out. But i cant visualize the other end of it all yet, and im just so damn worn out. Watch out bsky :/

I have nothing nice to say right now :(

Its hard to feel like any space is safe to vent and joke and express myself, when not even my own mind is reliably safe for myself. Im not sure if tweeting ever was helpful for me or not

Im calling it spring now, a bird in my tree woke me at 4am. But it's on me i can't fall back asleep ;u;

Anyway, 413 is a momentary pleasant distraction from wishing i could be unconscious for an entire week rn!

Once upon a time, i knew itd be homestuck day in advance lol. Now i vaguely remember before bed at the very end. My my how the turn tables or something

In general in my experiences, i value and strive for destigmatization in whatever ways i can participate. Man oh boy, im trying so deeply to turn this sadness and struggle into some kind of power, even if for nothing else than myself rn. And im just coming up blank, until it's over. (Ill be ok.)

Quickie omurice-esque fried rice thrown together from whatever was left in the fridge. It hits well tonight. ✨️

LOL - dashare.zone ADMIN

Something is so cheerful about bluesky, i dont think i can post bad brain thoughts on here haha (half joking but also really, is it just me?)

I should bluesky on bluesky more. An amount thats more than zero!!

For Halloween I worked really hard on this Nana piece 💜 I’ve always wanted to draw them as witches 🧙‍♀️ Their familiars are themselves? 😂 Also I have prints available for preorder! This will come with a broken glass holographic finish :3

Nova 😌💖🫶 From one of my favorite Patreon sticker sheets 💕

Rats are my first bskypost. Perf

Let’s get RATICAL 🐀✨