AND MR KIM SEUNGMIN?? he is a skinny legend and icon & i look at his waist and wonder why he has things that i will never have in my life

today I've learned that seonghwa from ateez weights only 59 kg and here i am. almost 55 kg. i am younger and smaller (in height) and i am a woman. i don't have any muscles unlike him. but still can't help but think what an elephant i am

i understand that we will never have the same physics but my little whicked mind keeps telling me that i look fatter and bigger than even a grown-up man

it's really ridiculous

it would be easier if i liked only girl groups because i understand that they are under wild pressure and always have to go on diets and so on but it's a lot tougher to like bgs specifically if you're fav is a skinny boy