I don't think there's associated thoughts? it feels like I'll be in the middle of something and it'll start seeping in without warning, then once my brain has a minute to think, it'll register "oh, it is time to be sad now"

doesn't 100% line up with my period (since I've had bouts outside the end of the month) but it sucks to get sucked into it and basically need someone else to take the controls from me for a few days while whatever this is mellows out

yeah,

I think I spotted some a couple camp sites over, I'll go grab them

it came free with the pizza guy, next question

if it were possible to let someone open my chest and toy directly with my heart as their own plaything, I'd probably let them

struck dumb by the feeling of envy towards the inner workings of an analog wristwatch and how it can so simply have its gears stopped while the resistance of trying to continue ticking presses into the thing holding it back