So real... I wanna write some kind of nurse Zangeal AU but ughhh translating everything would be absolute horror 😭😭

But this is a sacrifice Zack is willing to make - if him offering up his body is what's going to keep Angeal close to him, to keep touching him and to keep pretending, then so be it.He's lost himself long ago, maybe his love for Angeal is the only sense of identity he's got left.

He's happy that Angeal is at least pretending to feel something for him too, but his actions speak louder than the sweet whispers behind closed doors. There's no feelings of love or innocent affection when he touches the boy, only lust. He's only needed for his body.

Zack knows exactly what Angeal is doing, he's not that oblivious and stupid after all. He knows it's wrong and he should be hurt but instead he finds himself enjoying the terrible things Angeal is doing to him. It stopped hurting a long time ago.

On more than one occasion he's caught himself thinking inappropriately about his underage student and maybe, just maybe, used his vivid imagination as masturbation material.
He's supposed to be the adult in this situation, he has to stop this once and for all. But does he truly want to?

Yeah I get that... I just don't like change at all I gotta get used to this site first I think

His body and soul belong to his long gone mentor - forever.

The scar on Zack's face serves as a constant reminder who he belongs to. Everyone will see, it's impossible to hide in such a place. But Zack doesn't try to hide it in the first place - he makes it more prominent by self-inflicting another scar on top of it so it will never heal.

Zack has never felt some of these emotions in his life. It's his first time grieving, loving and feeling such bone-deep sadness. He has never been so angry, confused, anxious, jealous, content and devoted. So many firsts - and they all belong to Angeal.

That hair is actually what got me to start playing a year ago... barely was able to get it and it's still my fav hair 🫡🫡 peak

That hasn't left my mind for a single second all day I'm insane

NEED THIS SO BAD