Its just really dark these days

I just miss everyone,
I wish I had a fucking brain, or stability, or good answers to questions.

I wish the nightmares would stop, and I wish I could go back in time and fix everything.

I'm so low, everything is low, oblique, it's entirely deserved.

I know it is, I know.

Being scared mentally doesn't exempt me from my consequences.

In retrospect, everything is just so bad. Like, a domino effect of bad shit. Well deserved, but man I am at the lowest point in my life not only mentally but physically.

Everything is just so, so fucking dark.

It is the best ship ngl

[11/12] TF Kinktober 2025 by Imgonnaproposetotheastonmartin
(Chapter 14 - Oral, specifically)
archiveofourown.org/works/704819...
#blitzop #valveplug
Blitzwing enjoys eating out Optimus' valve. A short scene but it makes me smile and become happy enough to want to bang my head into a wall so win.

But I really am only here to reblog things and scroll. I don't want to bother anyone.

This message is to alert whoever needs to block or unfollow me now that my account isn't deactivated.

I'm sorry, for all of this.