Selnica
selnica.bsky.social
Selnica
@selnica.bsky.social
"Time is an illusion and I have permanent True Sight"

Goth, hermit, nerd, brat, trans. A bit punk, witchy and into Cottagecore/punk? Needs to be explicitly invited anywhere, like a vampire.
Gotta love it. Getting dressed for an appointment when I get a call from Germany. Had some hopes on who it might be. Instead, I learned of another death in the almost-exhausted list of people I consider direct family.

Thought I was done with this shit. Thought I could finally start recovering...
March 11, 2025 at 4:04 PM
Gremlin energy convo this morning. Gotta love it.
February 2, 2025 at 5:06 PM
Love my neurodivergent brain sometimes. Here I am, hungry and can't think of something I want to eat, and I can believe myself.

B*tch, we just finished putting away the biggest grocery we've done in months! THE F*CK YOU MEAN "NOTHING SOUNDS GOOD"?!

Anyway, gonna feed myself by force if I have to.
January 10, 2025 at 5:24 AM
Saw this and had a realisation. I often use spellslots instead of spoons as a term. RPG lovers will know what I mean.

So what is the equivalent to knives in that analogy?

Blood magic. Casting from health instead of MP or Spellslots.

Makes you think about what we do to ourselves, doesn't it?
December 10, 2024 at 6:08 AM
Electrolysis yesterday and Doc appointment today, some good progress overall. Decided to reward myself with Lego flowers. Roses, this time.
July 11, 2024 at 11:19 PM
Welp. My brain is officially DnD rotted. Saw this in my freezer and my immediate thoughts were that this would be an awesome dungeon playset for an ice cave pathfinder dungeon and that this needs minis in it.
July 7, 2024 at 10:56 PM
Thought of the day, from a discord meme discussion:

An open tab in a browser is a line of thought you aren't done with.

Yes, Neurodivergent folks often have 200+ tabs open. Welcome to the neurodivergence.
January 24, 2024 at 1:42 AM
Well that just happened. Came out of the healthcare service center. Cross the street cuz the walk sign is on. A delivery van zooms right in front of me close enough I could have reached out and touched it. And like a blithe fool I just finished crossing once it was past.

Am I a doe or something?
January 16, 2024 at 7:46 PM
A day or two late, but I keep coming back to look at these, so I'm posting them here as a reminder to myself for whenever I need it: yes, I can be cute sometimes.
January 13, 2024 at 11:37 AM
transition stories in 12 words or fewer

First learned to survive, pretend.
Then to mourn.
Now learning to live.
January 8, 2024 at 11:55 PM