today i stay at max 1200 calories, i need to drink 2 l of water and finally go to the gym in the evening

i hate that i have classes for and entire day because i don't know when to go to the gym :// i need to wake up even earlier

ate too late yesterday and today when i stepped on the scale i've gained weight :( i feel really bad about myself, i was so active yesterday so it may be water weight but still..

why are disturbia's clothes so pretty god i don't have the money 😭😭😭

if i eat less than 1300 calories every day this week i'll allow myself to buy cute autumn clothes

kinda want to do the 75 hard challenge (i know i'll fail lmao)

pics that do it for me (my goal in both the figure and style🥹🥹🥹)

i'm starting an accountability thread for November, starting tomorrow
- walk 10km every single day
- no more than 1600 calories
- no eating before 9am!!!!
- lots of water
- every day go to the gym/do pilates/go swimming
- study extra hard bc i've been slacking lately
- follow a skincare routine

i want to be away from my family and go to my apartment so i can starve in peace

i want to believe

the worst part is that i don't know if my scale is working properly and i have this fear it's showing lower weight

i want to start eating at ~1500 cals and go lower and lower so I won't binge again, maybe go lower every week and to end at about 800 cals per day

november is my fav month... i hope it gives me good energy

i have such a problem with binging in the morning... i can't remember the last time i've eaten a normal breakfast

unpinning at 53kgs because i'm over this shit and feeling so fat and disgusting

hi there
i've let myself go.. so now it's time to get back on track :/
h 173cm
cw 56kgs
gw 50kgs