genuinely bums me out and gave me a little ick when he just so happens to figure it all out on a whim one day and then writes it all down

i get that it's because his fixations or whatever, but it frustrates me sometimes
even after all the work that i wanted to prove to him

i only see 8 out of 19 followers when i check
how the FUCK do i see the rest and who the hell are they

my random posts at an unknown date and unknown hour for some ungodly reason

oh shit gang

casually promotes video 4 days after posting it LOL
i just realized that now

i did once posted that i planned on adding this game to a video essay i wanted to work on

only problem is recording the 2nd game for that video essay would be very demanding because integrated graphics is bad on votv

AFTER MOVING TO LINUX MY DATA HAS BEEN RESET BECAUSE I THOUGHT I EXPORTED MY BROWSER PROFILE WHEN IN FACT NO I DID NOT

now.. Now I have to rebuild back from the ground up. I'll fight again and again, until the Cookie Gods know my name.

only reason i thought about this was because of "metric - lost kitten"

instead of thinking back to those times with regret or nostalgia,
all i could think about is how much those experiences built me to who i am today
it's a bittersweet emotion, albeit a proud one even after all my flaws

for the record... game is alright
literally the first ever gacha game i actually stuck with