Because every time I try to contact people they respond but then ghost me.
Many Vegans got arrested some escaped and I don't know what information is right or wrong.
Just trying to figure out if I'm still alive

As For DMs i have this icon called chats but I am unable to send any messages
It says I am blocked maybe because this is a new account
I feel so trapped as my friends fear talking to me I am not sure what is Right Or Wrong
What is day or night
It's so good that you responded to my messages

Thank you for the links I make sure to check them out
As For UNRWA it's very complicated and they already have tons of requests I already did try to contact them but I didn't receive any response and unfortunately it creates more risks for my life I also tried the Canadian Embassy again nothing

As For Killing their Children it's unlikely they are more interested in submission and just following everything they ask
Thanks for listening to me as over the past few years I feel voiceless as there is no human out there to understand what I have been through

But everytime I do that I feel a force trying to block me from achieving my Goal
I tried writing to many organizations for help but I got nothing back
I feel so lost the only reason I'm still me is that insisted to be myself and didn't change what it made me "me"

The reason I am trying to talk to you is because whenever I try to eat or drink and i go to place for a vegan option something kicks in me and I lose control
As If it's Encoded to lose myself and submit to the torturers will
I am unfortunately still in Iran I tried getting out and asking for help

The Extent of torture I received made it almost Impossible for me to do basic daily things a human supposed to do I had a hard time speaking and eating now my consciousness barely find me trustworthy because of the fear these soulless people tried to cast upon me

I'm sorry for bringing you this sad story i just felt trapped for feeling no one is hearing me

Lost all my friends and connection and eventually so close to loosing my self too only reason i am still breathing is because during the tortured i endured i insisted on remaining to be a vegan
I just want to share this with someone real , a human with a soul because i feel so lonely

During the Mahsa Amini Protests many minority groups were arrested a large portion of vegan and animal rights activists were arrested in iran
Long Story Short which I am kinda feeling hurt discussing in full length I went through literal hell as I can't distinguish what is real or fake anymore

I forgot to mention my family were Muslims and they ever since the transition to vegan diet saw me as a heretic but never actually done anything drastic
Until the year 2022 august they finally decided to do everything in their power to make me eat meat
You can google this ...

Regardless of circumstances I tried to not engage so harshly with other people but tried subtly as possible to sometime try to sway them
But the problem began when my family started hurting me by purposefully putting meat on my food and making fun of me i tried to limit my interactions with them

But finally when i turned 18 I saw how disgusting and unhealthy the meat industry is so I became vegetarian the only one in the family ever since then everyone looked down upon me and felt ostracized more isolated than ever finding like minded people has not been a challenge but an impossibility

I am not sure how or where to begin
Ever since I was a child I was Interested in becoming a vegetarian and it was kinda pointless to understand why we all still consume meat it felt so unimaginable to me I became curious but never took drastic measures since i lived with my parents..

Ok I will try! Its a long post so again I am so sorry for bothering you
But I really need to talk to someone since I feel so lonely ever since well the horrible events happened to me
I was in isolation for so long that I lost so many of my friends and lost the sense of reality

I'm vegan and I need to talk to someone

Looks Incredible