*ahhh bc time disappears after death! bc we remember that time isn’t linear & we’re just floating around here / there / beyond space & time / everywhere in our lil light bodies.. ah i don’t need these disclaimers, i’m sure you know i’m trying to say

*universally and bc the point of dreams is “to experience your head movies through a specific perspective & some of us jump into other characters pov in their dreams - like one minute i was watching through the frogs pov then suddenly i was playing as the grandma and saw through her eyes” type thing

and maybe dying just feels like zooming back out again, and maybe that’s why time disappears when you’re this fucking high

sensical words in a conversation you understand - then all of a sudden “u said some random stuff in your sleep while u were waking up.” maybe that’s what being born is like lol maybe that’s why babies cry, bc babies might not know the thought they lost was - but they can feel it was bigger than life

like scrolling into google maps - suddenly i’m right back over my house, right back into my body. and the university unbiased perspective is gone / whatever thoughts you were trying to put into words, gone. that’s kinda what waking up from a dream is like, when you’re speaking perfectly

screaming