this goes into streaming, too. god knows i havent done that in ages either. i just plain dont have the energy or time to do most things, especially things i enjoyed.

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if i do post on whatever remains of my social media accounts, it really won't be much. so, i apologize for that.
i hope things get better. i hope some day i can get my spark back.

half hearted stick figure doodles on post it notes are about what im honestly capable of doing. full time job, bills, so little free time anymore, eats up anything i could put into drawing. i hope it gets better, but i am just... burnt out. its a bad burnout. i dont know if its one ill recover from

honestly real

yeah, and other strength training. i started physical therapy and im just doing stretches and such to get back into it. guess i could go back to weight lifting too

im 26 😭😭😭 i got the body of an 80 yr old oh my god

i got like 500+ hours on dva an other tanks so she just comes naturally 🫡

i paid my dues in overwatch playing healer all the time. ive only played peni parker and i been kickin ASS

im not sure how to cope with any of this. i barely go on social media, mostly by choice at this point. all i see is more grief and more terribleness. im just so tired of it all. i just want things to be easy and okay for once. that's it.

i keep hoping things'll get better. i keep hoping I'll have the time to do what i want or have a job that doesn't make me want to die all the time. i keep hoping the pain will finally ease off for good. ive been hoping since may. and its only continued to get worse

i just feel like all im ever able to do is struggle. i struggle to move around, i struggle to get myself to eat, i struggle to just get up every morning. i work a dead end job that's probably not helping my pain, but I can't get anything else cus no college degree. not that itd make s difference

all i do anymore is eat, sleep (if im lucky, that is), work, and chores. sometimes i have the energy to do noncommittal things i enjoy, if i even have the time to. i feel so lost, i feel sick all the time, and nobody knows what's causing this. i dont know what to really do with myself anymore.

from some sort of "injury" of some sort. my lower back and hips have been causing me near nonstop pain since may. my mental health has seriously tanked. ive lost some 20 pounds in the past 2/3 months now. im always exhausted. but they dont know whats wrong with me. they never do

its partially my fault bc i got up too early (unwillingly) and just decided to go to work. so like w/e. an extra hour to my paycheck. but also im so exhausted i dont wanna work a full time job i hate capitalism