Oh i have a use for this account again.... Have shitty vent art

Is it my fault if someone kills themself because I stopped loving them but they still love me and can't go on without me...... Yes this does need to be asked somehow....

Why am i the fucking key in the friend group so that when i want to make a server with a select few that are ACCTUALLY FUCKING FUN to hangout with THE OTHERS ALL LOSE THERE MINDS I WANNA TALK TO MY FREINDS BUT I CANT WITHOUT OTHERS LOSING THERE MINDS

Everything hurts fuck it all

Yayayyaayay good friend is feeling miserable again and i feel like its my fault like usual, as everythings my fault. i wonder how things would have gone for people i met if i never existed.... Hmmm how bad would 500+mg of caffine affect me eh no one would notice if i disappeared. heh

I just finished one shot and I just feel empty honestly....

Yay I love my PC blue screening twice during stream I'm just going to play this game later.... Fuckin ell

I dont like the way some friendships are turning out ill just retreat back into my old self being alone while playing games. Im not gonna msg anyone unless they msg me