Ive been wondering did he do all that because he felt guilty for what happened? Honestly that was one of the worst humiliations ive been subjected to but im ngl what else was I expecting? Tho his behavior confuses me. But he made things clear so...

Jhshjdjhhhhhhdbwejfj im im so sleeoy uhhhejj

I'm so so sleepy right now. Why did I stay awake until early morning... 😭

Update about what i posted today so
Uh, we ate something at a cafe... SOMETHING HAPPENED SOMETHING REALLY GOOD. Then after that we went to the cinema there was an awful romance movie playing, it was entertaining to see how perturbed he was. And before splitting our ways... He told me something.

Why am i holding a red panda keychain why why WHATS IN HIS MIND. IM IM ON HIS CAR AND THEY'RE DRIVING US SOMEWHERE BRO WHATS HAPPENING WHAT HAD GOTTEN INTO HIM. man will he ghost me after this or

Anyways!! He told me to wait for him, i have no idea where he went tho... Said he had to do something real quick... OH OK NVM HES COMINGGDH BACKBFBJ

Like ofc this doesn't have any other meaning, he's just a really good friend that knows what i like even tho i never told him directly (⁠ ⁠╹⁠▽⁠╹⁠ ⁠) Such a good friend!!

So now I'm here holding a bag with mochi... He gave me mochi... He... I MEAN WOAH HE'S SUCH A GOOD FRIEND. (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)

Part of me will feel like a bad person but I'm glad my mom is no longer with me so she doesn't have to deal with a certain someone.

I wrote a letter. I don't know if I'll give it to the person though. Maybe it's not a good idea... I don't want to mess things up between us. I know what they think, I don't need to confirm it.

(⁠｡⁠•̀⁠ᴗ⁠-⁠)⁠✧

I have the impulse to draw him again. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Me fighting the impulse to tell him or to punch ms whenever my mind gets clouded with him. i hate him. why him.

Currently on the go to hang out with Finny! (and find out who this green haired guy is)

The prettiest eyes I've ever seen.

I found myself today... I wish I could bring you home..... 😞