that’s the experience welcome! whenever people don’t mit you’re always blamed first :D

hydroxyzine makes me feel too weak and groggy so like wtf am i supposed to do bruh melatonin doesn’t work for me anymore

rn i live in the southern shithole border to nc part of va 💀 can’t even find jobs here and it sucks

EVEN THO ITS THE GOAT LIKE WTF seriously underrated af set

they told us recently our gateway is old and we needed to replace it so we did. still same issue. so then we replaced the modem as well and it was fixed 😭 sometimes it doesn’t feel like they even know what they’re talking about and tbf they probably don’t

ITS ALSO AI GENERATED SLOP LIKE WHAT

being able to be blunt and honest in spite of this was so difficult. but i did it, i was able to achieve a state of being where im not always afraid of abandonment and can truly say what’s on my mind; and it is freeing knowing i no longer have to sugarcoat my words just so im not abandoned

i will continue to remind myself just how much better of a position i am in compared to especially nine years ago and before that. it took so long to teach myself to Be Myself around the person i love the most, and even longer to be myself around my friends without fear of abandonment or conflict