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nevermind the depression perseveres i have to kms
October 5, 2025 at 3:28 PM
i am extremely depressed BUT im getting cracked today so depression can wait a bit
October 5, 2025 at 3:10 PM
im a terrible boyfriend
October 4, 2025 at 3:48 AM
i cant get it out of my head. my heart is pounding and im so warm inside. i feel so numb at the thought of doing it.
October 4, 2025 at 3:47 AM
my mom called it a “nasty disease”. thats all ill ever be
October 4, 2025 at 3:47 AM
im such a piece of shit
October 4, 2025 at 3:46 AM
i feel so sick. like im dying. i dint know whats wrong. it feels like my body is shutting down every day
October 3, 2025 at 6:16 AM
i have an ache
October 3, 2025 at 5:58 AM
if the weight of the world doesn’t collapse on me my own lungs might
October 3, 2025 at 5:55 AM
*plucking the petals out of a flower* do i do it, do i not, do i do it, do i not, lalalalala
October 3, 2025 at 5:55 AM
just punched the shit out of my leg and i dont know why. every feeling is so strong i can only feel relief in harming myself. i deserve it
September 5, 2025 at 5:38 PM
didnt relapse, cool
September 4, 2025 at 8:14 AM
have you ever been so overstimulated you break down in tears
September 4, 2025 at 7:34 AM
just got tears all over my fucking keyboard
September 4, 2025 at 7:28 AM
i filed that police report so long ago and nothing cane of it because i deleted any pictures i had, jfc. why was i so fucking stupid
August 27, 2025 at 2:41 PM
im going to sob i hate him and all that he did to me you disgusting asshole
August 27, 2025 at 2:37 PM
woke up from a genuinely disgusting fucking nightmare where my groomer was following me and i feel like throwing up. jai scott sealy i hate you so fucking much and i hope you rot in hell
August 27, 2025 at 2:17 PM
hey so actually why did i say that im going to kms asap
August 26, 2025 at 12:08 AM
im so disgusting
August 23, 2025 at 6:35 AM
im such a fucking asshole dude, and im not even trying to be. like im not intentionally being mean, i just say how i feel
August 21, 2025 at 4:27 AM
i dont really know what else to tell him. it hurts when he speaks down on himself. he gets upset when i speak poorly on myself
August 21, 2025 at 4:26 AM
fuck im so disgusting
August 19, 2025 at 10:52 AM
i wonder if he thinks im too fat or ugly or awful
August 19, 2025 at 10:42 AM
i cant jerk off without hating myself and feeling like a pervert!
August 19, 2025 at 10:41 AM
im such a piece of shit
August 19, 2025 at 6:04 AM