i still don’t know how floor/chalk mural artists do it. the PAIN…. my hamstrings feel like they are coated in molasses and fire ants.

imagine what i’d be capable of if all my blood decided my brain was the cool place to be sometimes. i’d be unstoppable

thank you!!! it’s been horribly intimidating so i appreciate any encouragement! 😭♥️

it’s called good taste and great priorities!!!

i’ve spent the last nearly 2 months learning CSP and writing in full a sci-fi horror graphic novel script…should have more to actually show soon. i’d like to have something i can really talk about in the fall. sorry i’ve been such a basket case!

omg. my cat has the other eyelash. (i love!!!!!!!!)

sometimes when others would tell me the god’n’gabe/swaingel books made them gasp or weep or laugh, i’d feel actual joy course through my veins. making those was the most fun i’ve ever had in my entire artistic career. i want to take at least one more big swing before a job hunt!!!! 💪😤

if i’m able to blast through a bunch of pages by the end of the week, i’m going to start taking it way more seriously. saying this right before diving in to the Real Work. i want to do everything i can to make something *i* want to consume, and i hope that means other people are into it too. 🥺🥺🥺

i’m doing it entirely for me and can’t tell if anyone will like it, and it may all be for naught, but i always feel so so so much pressure to do my very best for other peoples’ projects…i really desperately want to see if i can do it for myself 🥺

it’s so soft and i am completely beside myself, i feel like i’ve found a shiny pokémon

the sketches i send are unhinged but at least they read as sincere…endlessly grateful for what is oftentimes blind faith in the process

not at all!! i don’t personally have the urge to do this, however i do really like wearing velvet/-like materials. people timidly ask to feel the material pretty often when i’m out. i think the stimulation of expected sensation really scratches some human brains just right

miss you too! so far nothing on the docket, and it hurts my heart. plus side though, i think almost all spn shows are on the east coast, so there may be hope yet!