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Logan 🃏🍏🌙✨
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Wizard101 player 🧙🏽‍♂️ | Lady Gaga is my way 🩶 | brazuca 🇧🇷🌴 | paraense 💖 | latinoamericanos no topo! ✨️ | lots of random rants | reflexivo as vezes | olympic sports, pro-wrestling, chess and music enjoyer |
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i swear, i am doing the best i can.

but i often forget that i dont have any safe spaces.

and in the space that is supposed to feel safe for me, the comfort of the people i live with is sustained majorly on top of me going insane so they keep their comfort.

it's sick.
-rant

lies.

Lies.

LIEs.

LIES.

LIES!!!!!!

THEY ARE EVERYWHERE.
WHAT IS EVEN TRUE AROUND ME?

i am so tired of everything.
i feel like i have fought for space for too long.

my issues just loop and i can't seem to find a way out.

i hate everything.
i just want to cry.
but i have to keep moving.
April 6, 2025 at 5:35 AM
happy new year everyone!

feliz ano novo pra todo mundo!
January 1, 2025 at 6:46 AM
So my birthday was 2 days ago.
For the entirety of November my dreadful thoughts got the usual boost, because of that day.

I'm kinda proud of myself for not getting too lost on those thoughts this year :V, it's weird for me to say, but I'm gonna start owning those moments, even if they are little.
December 2, 2024 at 10:03 PM
hoje eu quero sair na porrada contra um "sem bolinha". puta que pariu.

como que tu quer ser funcionário público se tu não quer ler a porra de um edital e nem a porra da provaaaaaaaaaa

e como é que essa liminar não é tombada a tempooooooooo

caralho meu, que pataquada esse cnu tá sendo
November 21, 2024 at 10:25 AM
Deus, me dê forças hoje, eu te peço.
Nossa Senhora de Nazaré, por favor interceda por mim.

Hoje será um dia dificil.

-----------------------------------

God, give me strength today, please.
Our Lady of Nazareth, please intercede for me.

Today is going to be a hard day.
November 10, 2024 at 11:50 AM
o fim da musica e do clipe de disease foram feitos pra mim socorro

fico querendo gritar AAAAAAAAAAHHH e depois I CAN CURE YOUR DISEEEEEEEEASE, CURE YOUR DISEEEEEEEEEEEEEASE, CURE YOUR DISEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE OOOOH UUUUUUUUUUUUH

obrigado lady gaga, mto obrigado mother
October 30, 2024 at 2:04 AM
SOLTA O CLIPE LADY GAGA, ANDA LOGO MULHER, TEM CRIANÇA CHORANDO
October 30, 2024 at 1:03 AM
walk.

just walk.

walk like there's no tomorrow.

your mood seems to be flat, but the voices in your head never stop screaming.

no one in your daily routine cares to ask you, and when someone does, it's someone who either demonstrably doesn't care or just wants to solve things without your help.
October 23, 2024 at 8:53 PM
Selenopolis!

The Test Realm season for the fall update has begun!

#Wizard101
October 22, 2024 at 12:12 PM
so much anger.

and im not allowed to feel it.

so i have to convert them into tears as quickly as possible

tears that im also not allowed to feel it.

i have to keep doing this, while paying attention to not engulf myself from all this containment, while they can express themselves.

it rly hurts.
October 21, 2024 at 3:20 PM
mood: motion sickness
October 21, 2024 at 2:11 PM
eu odeio gente com complexo de salvador.

cara, deixa as pessoa, véi.
Evangélicos oram pela vida de gays que estavam passando por frente de igreja ao som de "Savage Funk" de Anitta.
October 19, 2024 at 4:18 AM
Reposted by Logan 🃏🍏🌙✨
"vc é igual ao seu pai" por favor não me ofenda assim
a gray and white cat is sitting in a cage and looking at the camera .
ALT: a gray and white cat is sitting in a cage and looking at the camera .
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October 14, 2024 at 6:24 PM
and let's go for freaking DAY THREE IN A ROW of myself having to engage in numbing behavior yo he functional for my parents.

im sorry charli xcx playlist, but you'll gonna make me company again.
until when will i have to keep numbing myself?

like seriously...
October 14, 2024 at 3:56 PM
mood
October 12, 2024 at 10:34 PM
until when will i have to keep numbing myself?

like seriously...
October 12, 2024 at 10:33 PM
como diria charli xcx, i feel so unstable, fucking hate these people, how they making me loathe
October 12, 2024 at 6:40 PM
Reposted by Logan 🃏🍏🌙✨
You do not have to beat the sh*t out of yourself because you did something you regret. You can feel however you feel about your past decisions, without attacking or abandoning yourself because of them.

Forgive your past self, & redirect that energy toward doing better.
October 10, 2024 at 10:59 PM
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KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

Os "influencers" foram CORRENDO pro twitter por causa da monetização e agora é necessário ter 500 seguidores verificados + 5 milhões de impressões e ninguém tá tendo

tô me mijando kkkk todo castigo é pouco pra esses oportunistas
a woman is drinking water from a plastic bottle while sitting at a table .
ALT: a woman is drinking water from a plastic bottle while sitting at a table .
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October 10, 2024 at 11:34 PM
charli xcx, you did it again.

brat is a bop!
October 11, 2024 at 10:31 AM
yes, and i have to keep handling this anger nonstop.

thankfully my graduation in steven universe lore helps me a lot but sometimes it really gets rough that i have to isolate myself.
We get to be angry.

How angry? Exactly as angry as we are.

There's no shortage of things to be angry about as we work our recovery & come to terms w/ how abuse & neglect have impacted us.

Anger is part of grieving-- & so, so, so much of this is about grief.

It's okay.
October 11, 2024 at 4:21 AM
voltei pro X? voltei, não nego, pela comunidade internacional, os tweets da conta oficial do Wizard101, Atmoplex, outros dataminers, mutuals gringos, e perfis de wrestling, musica e xadrez.

mas eu gostei bastante daqui, pretendo continuar a usar essa rede, e as notificações da outra ficarão off.
October 10, 2024 at 4:34 PM
so many years of nullification.

and now the old age is coming for her, as it will come to everyone.

she has her other four adult children, and my sister and I could use some time far from her.

well, mainly I.
25 nearly 26 years of this narcissistic behavior, nonstop.
October 10, 2024 at 3:45 PM
stressing.
October 10, 2024 at 3:40 PM
Reposted by Logan 🃏🍏🌙✨
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October 9, 2024 at 3:21 PM