Will I complain about engage? Yes. Will I squeal and jump and do a happy dance as I spend money to get Alfred and Ivy? Shut up yes I hate myself I love engage even when I need it to go away.

On top of everything else feeling Engage fatigue so hard. Go a month without Engage getting content in FEH challenge (impossible)

anyway i should hopefully be back to my annoying self within the week. in the meantime i will specifically be soggy cat vibes as i crumple under my low pain tolerance.

Those who wrote to me with good luck messages are also equally appreciated in my heart. this was really my first ever surgery and i was feeling very anxious and scared. my heart rate was so elevated the nurse told me dad jokes to help calm me down lol.

i even mustered the strength to hobble around walmart to get soup! i think tomorrow i will probably be annoying on discord again, but i REALLY appreciate everyone who messaged me here or on discord to ask how I was.

today i had my gallbladder removed! the procedure went about as smoothly as it could, so that's good news. i am in what i want to describe as the worst pain i have ever felt in my life, but i'm still hoping for a quick recovering time!

I feel like a crumpled piece of paper

They JUST let me know, btw. Like 10 minute ago.

And I have already gone through 8 of those 12 days mind you.

actually if you see me reuse this in a different thread shut up no you did nawTTTTTTT

sometimes i really forget how over the course of my time writing online i've been made to think something i like is cringe or weird indirectly (sometimes directly). one day i'll unpack what that has done to my mental but im thinking happy thoughts rn.