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scarsandmoss.bsky.social
🩸ti🩸
@scarsandmoss.bsky.social
they/them. primal/carnal. let the crimson flow. zinemaker. bloodluster. hook love. genderless. pnw forest creature. probably swimming. writing + creating + dreaming. 18+

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I’ve got copies of Desire ready to ship and be in your hands. I really appreciate the support this zine has got so far. 🩵🩸🩵
November 18, 2025 at 7:43 PM
Hi I have a new horny nature zine debuting in Portland this weekend on Saturday 11/8 at Portland Zine Symposium at PSU’s Smith Ballroom from 11-5! I’d love to see you there. Thanks for the support 💚
November 6, 2025 at 11:09 PM
My favorite place to be: bare and soaking in blissful crimson ribbons spilling and adoring the piercing sensations through my cheeks. Film by Daddy with suspension by Nexus Body Arts.
September 17, 2025 at 12:21 AM
My chest scars have healed beautifully since May’s suspension. This is one of my favorite places to take hooks. The intensities and emotions it invokes bring me so much warmth and peace. Hopelessly in love. (From Cryptid Creek Suspensions with photo by Daddy)
August 13, 2025 at 10:10 PM
I have two zine events this weekend. Saturday the 16th: Tacoma Zine Fest at King’s Books from 11-4 and on Sunday the 17th: PCNW Photo Zine and Book Fair. Stop by either one if you’re in the area so we can be awkward and talk about trauma! I’ll have all zines stocked.💕
August 12, 2025 at 7:27 PM
I wrote about what it feels like when a suspension has to end; my skin is prone to tearing. There’s more I can say than what IG and this app allows. It’s never easy when my spirit is so set to fly and my body says otherwise. I will keep bleeding and feeling it all. Suspension by Nexus Body Arts 💜
August 3, 2025 at 11:03 PM
Thinking about how lack of masking in kink spaces has plunged me further into sensation in nature. Thankful for jagged rocks and cooling ripples and being made to endure them all. Shot on film and tied by Daddy.
July 9, 2025 at 8:07 PM
Soaking up every swim as I float under the moon before I suspend again. My flesh is so eager for every sensation. My heart is so eager to love and love some more.
July 8, 2025 at 7:31 PM
In constant awe of time and our bodies as last month made my 17 year anniversary in suspension. Caressing these scars in admiration and devotion as I yearn for what comes next. From May’s reunion with photo by Daddy on film and suspension by Cryptid Creek. 💚
July 2, 2025 at 4:18 AM
This is Cooper. Like his namesake, he is curious and loves to solve puzzles, and is an absolute sweetheart cutie. There are a lot of emotions clashing with one another. I am hopeful and I feel guilty. I hold him close while crying about Balu. Grief is funny like that. We love you so much, Cooper.
June 7, 2025 at 5:34 PM
Still processing this homecoming. Bathing in light and breathing all of the intensities in. Absolutely divine. (Taken by Daddy with suspension by Cryptid Creek). 💜
June 5, 2025 at 9:09 PM
I’m home again. Thank you to Daddy for making this early birthday gift happen and to my dear friend Sam for her support and to Cryptid Creek Suspensions for reuniting me with the intensities I hold so close to my heart. I am eager to see what comes next. To growing scars and glowing in crimson.
May 27, 2025 at 9:56 PM
Thoughts and emotions and more to follow. Yesterday’s reunion bathed in light and crimson was what my yearning heart needed. I am home again.
May 25, 2025 at 7:25 PM
Sometimes I feel too much for zine spaces and not enough in other art spaces. In this hellish timeline, at least I can take comfort that I don’t create soulless AI art and that it all comes from a hideous, pulsating, messy place. I’d rather create “bad” art than nothing at all.
May 20, 2025 at 8:38 PM
May is the stinging of a wound reopening and the sweetness of rebirth.

May is the crimson rage coating and the violence I hold in my heart.

May we never lose our voice.
May 13, 2025 at 5:25 PM
First zine event of the year. This is my first time vending at Olympia Zine Fest and I’m so excited to share my zines with you. It is also a masks required event which are my favorite. 💜
May 12, 2025 at 6:47 AM
This suspension felt like my first time in sensation and wonder. This was back in 2017 and feels both distant and far away. I recognize this person’s radiance in this moment from a world we no longer live in. Back in time from Skin: NYC, photo by ohgodwhyme
May 9, 2025 at 6:26 PM
I’ve had hooks floating in my head and today, I reminisced about my first resurrection in 2012 and how this was the first time I didn’t think I’d leave the ground. It was tough to get in a settled headspace with this one but this became my favorite position. Photo by Aaron Hawks
April 20, 2025 at 4:38 AM
The constant desire to feel moss on flesh and sensation on skin. I will always wait in devotion to winter.
Tied and shot on film by Daddy.
April 15, 2025 at 7:08 PM
There is something so honest and intimate about film. I’ve been grasping at every ephemeral detail as it slips out of my hands. The fleeting nature of it all pulls and pushes and eventually breaks. My heart my heart my heart.
(photo and rope by Daddy)
April 3, 2025 at 5:18 PM
Daddy and I said goodbye to our precious seal yesterday. My heart is in pieces. Rest sweetly, Balu. 💕
March 26, 2025 at 2:10 AM
Thinking about this suspension from 2014 because I’m always thinking of each mark. A cave in the valley’s hills. Blood bursting from bandages and melting chocolate pretzels sticking to fingers. The aches in looking back but the warmth the scars always emanate.
March 14, 2025 at 7:26 PM
And with everything that rises, there will be a fall. It’s the waiting for the fall. For the swelling storm to fade. For my limbs to untangle. For my hair to unravel. For my heart to hold. For my spirit to forgive me.

Photo by @everything-kills.bsky.social
March 11, 2025 at 10:45 PM
I’m not ready to give up winter yet. I’m not ready for the blossom. I’m not ready for the bloom. Holding onto the bareness of it all.
March 4, 2025 at 1:15 AM
Sunday in two photos.
March 3, 2025 at 2:05 AM