thank you for such a detailed answer!

tbc the thing i’m upset about is entirely interpersonal involving someone still in the fandom and i think it’d be tasteless and classless of me to openly discuss it or make anyone feel like they have to pick sides

what they did deeply hurt me but they’re not a dangerous person to warn others about

yeah that’d be my entire reason lmao. i just want to yell but don’t want anyone to feel obligated to respond to me or think my posts are about them

which i understand is insane attention-seeing behavior but something to work out in therapy i guess!

i think because if it’s out online and it gets even a single like, it means another human being saw it and thought “that sucks buddy” so i can allow myself to also think “yeah that DID suck and i CAN feel bad about it”

bc im so used to second guessing every emotion

the problem with journaling is that i know im just talking to myself and i can really easily talk myself around in circles and spiral

for some reason posting on a private twitter account in the past helped even if no one replied (and i never expected an answer anyway)

it’s so much and a lot of it is just being sad and frustrated and angry and then feeling like a bad person for being sad and frustrated and angry so i try to bottle it up instead and hope it just?? goes away??

i’m sure that’s healthy and sustainable

so sorry to you both going through so much right now💜 i hope you get answers soon

okay maybe it WAS on purpose

always good to see bluesky supporting the furry community

i MAYBE got close with this

on to WIP 3, how'd this turn into a fake dating fic

im worried it's too lighthearted for what i was going for but i guess i'll just?? roll with it? and see what happens??

in her defense i think i was just not in the mood for a 2010s pop album. it IS a bop but not the time rn :/