idk if comphet is specifically for lesbians. compallo?

Also I don't like it genuinely what was I thinking. Like it's cool but also really? Really.

How it works with the name is that I need to 1) document the fact that I use the name (notes to me, messages, written statements from family/friends etc) and 2) it must fit the gender in my id (since I'm not medically transitioning) and the name I use at the moment is a masculine name so

It's curious that I know how to stop a panic attack from happening (thankfully), but I have no solution to long-term stress/anxiety like this and so I ignore it and let it build up to this point.

My only remedy is a weighed blanket which only pauses the attack, but doesn't get rid of it

Me being annoying is my worst nightmare

For context the only time I cared about ships and shipping in general was in middle school. Otherwise I was pretty neutral and didn’t engage much with it

ah it's just me complaining that I don't feel drunk when I want to be sjfhdsjfg

A very draining one, and one where our views on boundaries didn't align at all to the point where I refused to keep on being close to them so
Still