I'm really hopeful that 2026 will yield more positive changes for me, both mentally and physically. I've come a long way in the past two years on my own, but progress has been slow.

Fingers crossed.

Previous referrals have lead to nothing. I haven't been successful with getting in touch with local therapists. Suddenly the system is working for me instead of against, just because I finally have the right people in my corner. Such a rare gem in the US.

Mine hooked up with only some minor fussing. Hers just straight up refuses. Gonna try to get into the router's settings when I pop over there next.

Brother, just speak to the damn router! (She has a Brother printer)

Told mom that until I can get her printer to work, she can email me anything that needs printing. Alerted building maintenance about the tub, so here's hoping they can work with my schedule. And I'm ordering bulbs. We'll get there, but damn. No wins scored.

No real point to this thread. It's not feedback or any sort of negative pr about the system. This is more musings on my own state and relationship to the game.

I'm mostly dodging information for now. I can (hopefully) find out in December with fresh, unexpecting eyes that are eager to fafo.

I want to make cool things in all the games, but also, I'm very tired. Too tired to keep up with everyone who already has beta and are figuring out how to do all the cool "hacks". A decade ago? That would've been me. Now I'm old and want to yell at the clouds.

Don't get me wrong, I will absolutely be neck deep in it when it goes live. But I'm currently very...tepid? I think it's because I'm either oversaturated with building projects elsewhere atm, or not overly excited about having to collect pieces/spend gold I don't have due to lack of playing.