Niki Hashimoto
@savage-echo.bsky.social
🦌🧝🏻♂️🩵 She/Deer
Existential Gaijin
I’ve met deer
Existential Gaijin
I’ve met deer
I’m so sorry to hear that. Yes, it was valuable. And yes I did offer it in the gifting only group. I look at this kind of people as the small percentage of how we treat each other. The worst kind of people.
October 15, 2025 at 11:55 PM
I’m so sorry to hear that. Yes, it was valuable. And yes I did offer it in the gifting only group. I look at this kind of people as the small percentage of how we treat each other. The worst kind of people.
still in shock that I drove out there and really did that.
I’m even more in shock at the sheer audacious greed of people.
Some of the things she said to me were she didn’t remember THAT rule, tho it’s rule #1. And, “No hard feelings, right?”
I’m even more in shock at the sheer audacious greed of people.
Some of the things she said to me were she didn’t remember THAT rule, tho it’s rule #1. And, “No hard feelings, right?”
October 15, 2025 at 9:52 PM
still in shock that I drove out there and really did that.
I’m even more in shock at the sheer audacious greed of people.
Some of the things she said to me were she didn’t remember THAT rule, tho it’s rule #1. And, “No hard feelings, right?”
I’m even more in shock at the sheer audacious greed of people.
Some of the things she said to me were she didn’t remember THAT rule, tho it’s rule #1. And, “No hard feelings, right?”
I was shaking. I was so angry, and scared of what they might have tried to do over something they were given FOR FREE, and her boyfriend had kept yelling in my face that is was brand new, never used. Ya, I know it’s new. I bought it new. Now it’s being regifted into the gifting only nexus, and I’m 3
October 15, 2025 at 9:49 PM
I was shaking. I was so angry, and scared of what they might have tried to do over something they were given FOR FREE, and her boyfriend had kept yelling in my face that is was brand new, never used. Ya, I know it’s new. I bought it new. Now it’s being regifted into the gifting only nexus, and I’m 3
I went and took it back. She knew the rules. She admitted she remembers I gifted it to her, and STILL asked if I was gonna pay her for it. Had a friend of her block the road with their truck. Once I explained what she did to the friend, he apologized and moved his truck. Driving away with the item 2
October 15, 2025 at 9:47 PM
I went and took it back. She knew the rules. She admitted she remembers I gifted it to her, and STILL asked if I was gonna pay her for it. Had a friend of her block the road with their truck. Once I explained what she did to the friend, he apologized and moved his truck. Driving away with the item 2
Rent and subscription culture is bullying
September 20, 2025 at 7:20 PM
Rent and subscription culture is bullying
…visiting her parents. She likes her parents, so why would I complain that she’s visiting her own parents? I said I liked her parents, too. And I needed my own parents because I’m just a kid. Here’s the cute part:
She scoffed, sneered,”Well, at least I HAVE parents”.
Wow Becky.
Ya, you sure do.
She scoffed, sneered,”Well, at least I HAVE parents”.
Wow Becky.
Ya, you sure do.
September 19, 2025 at 9:49 PM
…visiting her parents. She likes her parents, so why would I complain that she’s visiting her own parents? I said I liked her parents, too. And I needed my own parents because I’m just a kid. Here’s the cute part:
She scoffed, sneered,”Well, at least I HAVE parents”.
Wow Becky.
Ya, you sure do.
She scoffed, sneered,”Well, at least I HAVE parents”.
Wow Becky.
Ya, you sure do.
Grandma and Grandpa were kind enough to say hi, and come on in. My mother, not so much. She was angry and surprised that I deviled her plans. She glared at me, asking why I was there instead of going “home”. I said it’s not much of a home, with nobody raising her kids. She scoffed and said she was 6
September 19, 2025 at 9:47 PM
Grandma and Grandpa were kind enough to say hi, and come on in. My mother, not so much. She was angry and surprised that I deviled her plans. She glared at me, asking why I was there instead of going “home”. I said it’s not much of a home, with nobody raising her kids. She scoffed and said she was 6
…I got sick of being home alone. I got off the bus at my grandparents’ road. Can’t remember if my brother and/or sister also did. Walked the mile to their house and confronted her about it. Their house was so nice and clean, and air conditioned. There was food, and th most delicious artesian water5/
September 19, 2025 at 9:43 PM
…I got sick of being home alone. I got off the bus at my grandparents’ road. Can’t remember if my brother and/or sister also did. Walked the mile to their house and confronted her about it. Their house was so nice and clean, and air conditioned. There was food, and th most delicious artesian water5/
…parents. She would visit them, continually preying upon them for more money. She would be sure to visit them when our bus was dropping us off from school, because she said we didn’t need any supervision. But with my brother trying to beat me up, and my sister picking fights and stealing from me, 4/
September 19, 2025 at 9:35 PM
…parents. She would visit them, continually preying upon them for more money. She would be sure to visit them when our bus was dropping us off from school, because she said we didn’t need any supervision. But with my brother trying to beat me up, and my sister picking fights and stealing from me, 4/
…a pdf. While this certainly constitutes child endangering on my mother’s part, she was always willing to go the extra mile in self-serving matters. Her parents always had a car for her to use. She always had us kids from which to collect financial assistance. And, she had her own agenda with her 3/
September 19, 2025 at 9:33 PM
…a pdf. While this certainly constitutes child endangering on my mother’s part, she was always willing to go the extra mile in self-serving matters. Her parents always had a car for her to use. She always had us kids from which to collect financial assistance. And, she had her own agenda with her 3/
…us if we were friends with any young boys, because he was really interested in young boys. Sad thing is, he had brought his grandson along, and the kid was shaking his head and saying no, don’t bring anyone to the house. His grandfather was a bad person. I was only 14-15, but I suspected he was 2/
September 19, 2025 at 9:28 PM
…us if we were friends with any young boys, because he was really interested in young boys. Sad thing is, he had brought his grandson along, and the kid was shaking his head and saying no, don’t bring anyone to the house. His grandfather was a bad person. I was only 14-15, but I suspected he was 2/
It would have eaten at birth
August 2, 2025 at 3:59 AM
It would have eaten at birth
Sayonara douchebag
July 23, 2025 at 8:56 PM
Sayonara douchebag
help develop a broader social awareness of the reasons driving the thoughts, actions, and triggers of people who are suicidal.
Oh, and, I’m allergic to opiate medications, so all I had access to was Tylenol , ibuprofen, and some Rx gabapentin I had on hand.
We don’t judge, and we listen.
Oh, and, I’m allergic to opiate medications, so all I had access to was Tylenol , ibuprofen, and some Rx gabapentin I had on hand.
We don’t judge, and we listen.
July 21, 2025 at 11:03 AM
help develop a broader social awareness of the reasons driving the thoughts, actions, and triggers of people who are suicidal.
Oh, and, I’m allergic to opiate medications, so all I had access to was Tylenol , ibuprofen, and some Rx gabapentin I had on hand.
We don’t judge, and we listen.
Oh, and, I’m allergic to opiate medications, so all I had access to was Tylenol , ibuprofen, and some Rx gabapentin I had on hand.
We don’t judge, and we listen.
My pain during this deep molar infection was somewhere in the mid 40s. I’m saying all this to help more people understand that when someone feels driven to consider suicide, they’re already past the pain levels that leave you unable to think or to exist in agony. I’m not promoting, but trying to
July 21, 2025 at 11:00 AM
My pain during this deep molar infection was somewhere in the mid 40s. I’m saying all this to help more people understand that when someone feels driven to consider suicide, they’re already past the pain levels that leave you unable to think or to exist in agony. I’m not promoting, but trying to
not also irrational choice when a person is driven to madness where the choices end. I can speak with this clarity because, although I’ve suffered suicidal ideations at numerous points in my life, I’ve not been to the topmost point of the pain chart. I’ve not been in the window of a burning building
July 21, 2025 at 10:45 AM
not also irrational choice when a person is driven to madness where the choices end. I can speak with this clarity because, although I’ve suffered suicidal ideations at numerous points in my life, I’ve not been to the topmost point of the pain chart. I’ve not been in the window of a burning building
It’s not selfish, it’s madness. I felt useless to my family, and a burden. This was 2-3 days of extreme suffering, so only imagine the agony of anyone who has taken their own life as someone who made it out the window. It’s a misunderstood monster, and it’s tragic, but it’s still a very rational, if
July 21, 2025 at 10:41 AM
It’s not selfish, it’s madness. I felt useless to my family, and a burden. This was 2-3 days of extreme suffering, so only imagine the agony of anyone who has taken their own life as someone who made it out the window. It’s a misunderstood monster, and it’s tragic, but it’s still a very rational, if
When everything is burning you down, you can’t sleep, you can’t eat, your blood pressure is shooting, you’re vomiting until your chest aches and your eyelids bruise, and the pain is driving you out of your mind you can start to feel as if there’s no other choice but to escape the pain.
July 21, 2025 at 10:36 AM
When everything is burning you down, you can’t sleep, you can’t eat, your blood pressure is shooting, you’re vomiting until your chest aches and your eyelids bruise, and the pain is driving you out of your mind you can start to feel as if there’s no other choice but to escape the pain.
I remember learning about gimpy gimpy weed when I was young, and a family friend had a horse gotten into some, poor thing thrower itself off a cliff in agonized madness.
When people, and in some cases animals, choose to take their own lives, it’s like a jump from a burning building.
When people, and in some cases animals, choose to take their own lives, it’s like a jump from a burning building.
July 21, 2025 at 10:33 AM
I remember learning about gimpy gimpy weed when I was young, and a family friend had a horse gotten into some, poor thing thrower itself off a cliff in agonized madness.
When people, and in some cases animals, choose to take their own lives, it’s like a jump from a burning building.
When people, and in some cases animals, choose to take their own lives, it’s like a jump from a burning building.
extreme pain that drives people to suicidal thoughts. I’ll post the graph I found, but above childbirth were kidney stones and trigeminal neuralgia. I can now equate the deep infection pain to somewhere around those top two, because I’ve borne 5 children, and this was worse. I wanted out.
July 21, 2025 at 10:28 AM
extreme pain that drives people to suicidal thoughts. I’ll post the graph I found, but above childbirth were kidney stones and trigeminal neuralgia. I can now equate the deep infection pain to somewhere around those top two, because I’ve borne 5 children, and this was worse. I wanted out.