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Diogenes Aurelius
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If you are not satisfied with a cup of coffee, you won’t be satisfied with a yacht.
February 26, 2025 at 5:12 AM
Always good to start the day with coffee
February 17, 2025 at 5:18 AM
Funny is real.
February 9, 2025 at 9:17 PM
Morning ritual.
February 5, 2025 at 8:49 PM
The thing I want the most now is discipline. With discipline, I can move.
February 5, 2025 at 1:11 AM
You make models of the world in your head. And you tell stories about them. But how much are they true?
February 4, 2025 at 12:17 PM
I wonder what reality is. I mean, things are things, but what happened, are they real? Your memories of them, the feelings that stayed, are they real?
February 4, 2025 at 12:15 PM
Not everything is as you imagined, not everything is as it is appeared, not everything is as you remembered.
February 2, 2025 at 9:20 PM
So we do this - we work on what needs to be managed - 1, Wealth; 2, health; 3, time
January 31, 2025 at 9:31 PM
What you do want end up being complicated. But! Situational Complexity is not totally within your control. It it also true that your response is under your control - with your physical, mental & emotional state needing management
January 31, 2025 at 9:28 PM
Life is so strange. What you wanted most end up being the most stressful thing in life. But that thing remain a thing of beauty and wonder, yet you can’t bring yourself to enjoying it.
January 31, 2025 at 9:24 PM
Things you can control?
January 30, 2025 at 6:37 PM
In a really strange place. Strange kind of contentment - all desires subsided.
January 30, 2025 at 11:51 AM
The 4 things that are true - 1, Creativity; 2, physical sensations; 3, Curiosity; 4, Connections.
January 29, 2025 at 10:14 PM
So, back to enjoying life. It seems like - with some hindsight, I am anticipating dependency of materialism. But purposefully rejecting materialism is fear based. So, you approach it like art, or design. But what for? That’s the age old question isn’t it? Why are there even cave paintings?
January 29, 2025 at 6:49 PM
So, what happens when you’ve reached your destination, and your sense of worthiness is not based on anything - ie, if worthiness and destination are no longer relevant, then what do you do? It seems like the only thing left is - play. But not unstructured play.
The sense of unworthiness - is actually a feeling of how it make no sense that my worthiness is based on anything. Like - how is something happening a reflection of my worth?
What I was doing in the past couple of days was solving a design problem - it’s actually highly convoluted and vague what a perfect life means. Working that out is immensely difficult.
January 29, 2025 at 6:13 PM
The sense of unworthiness - is actually a feeling of how it make no sense that my worthiness is based on anything. Like - how is something happening a reflection of my worth?
What I was doing in the past couple of days was solving a design problem - it’s actually highly convoluted and vague what a perfect life means. Working that out is immensely difficult.
January 29, 2025 at 6:11 PM
No, the feeling is not futility, but the feeling of reaching my destination (unexpectedly). Almost like finding myself suddenly at where I’ve wanted to be… and no longer need to go anywhere.
Today I woke up without fear. But I have a milder negativity - that I am not worthy, and a sense of futility.
January 29, 2025 at 6:04 PM
Today I woke up without fear. But I have a milder negativity - that I am not worthy, and a sense of futility.
January 29, 2025 at 6:00 PM
What I was doing in the past couple of days was solving a design problem - it’s actually highly convoluted and vague what a perfect life means. Working that out is immensely difficult.
January 28, 2025 at 9:06 PM
I am just curious, if I list out all the problems I have, how many are there?
January 28, 2025 at 9:04 PM
My major hobby these days is to bootstrap my mind.
January 28, 2025 at 9:02 PM
How can I get excited about getting up in the morning and doing the things I love?
January 28, 2025 at 8:51 PM
I don’t think we can escape our minds. I don’t think we can escape who we are. We are stuck as these beings with so much we don’t know about ourselves, the world and so little time.
January 28, 2025 at 8:18 PM
Spent a few days wrestling with my internal struggles. So tired. But I guess I’ve made progress
January 28, 2025 at 6:11 AM