Satanie Louella
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Satanie Louella
@satanie.bsky.social
I like isolating myself in my own bubble of a world, occasionally coming out from the void to engage with the rest of humanity.

Somehow in my mid thirties but completely tethered to something wild and younger than me.
I'm done for. I'm a goner.
January 29, 2025 at 6:44 PM
I was trying to look up something particularly sweet that he said but then I saw other things from our conversations and I can't focus I can't breathe I need some water
January 29, 2025 at 6:08 PM
I want my period symptoms to take their leave in time for me to get real fucking nasty in 2 days time.

I ask for so little. Let me have this. Let me have that fresh clean feeling that I desire so I can be plowed so hard and nasty that I'm dirty again.
January 10, 2025 at 10:04 PM
I need his heart, I need his dick, I need his lips, I need his soul, I need it all.
January 5, 2025 at 3:46 PM
My face feels as if it's consumed in flames.
January 3, 2025 at 2:44 AM
I want to be jigsaws homie buddy apprentice adopted child
December 19, 2024 at 8:28 PM
Me every time I allow myself to be vulnerable: *Thinking about changing my identity and going into witness protection program. They know too much*
December 18, 2024 at 4:53 AM
he gave me lots of hickeys and bruises so i could remember him by <3
December 17, 2024 at 11:36 PM
December 13, 2024 at 11:05 PM
I knew I couldn't kiss him on the cheek without a conversation about it eventually. I feel so embarrassed because even I wasn't expecting me to kiss him on the cheek during that hug.

But I did.
I just was like mwah.

I am not a cheek kisser on the fly, I swear.
December 9, 2024 at 9:53 PM
If I had a working tablet, I'd be unstoppable. But alas. My days are over.
December 9, 2024 at 5:26 AM
Reposted by Satanie Louella
December 8, 2024 at 8:40 AM
Not me thinking "ya know what? Actually, I WOULD let this person hit it" after telling myself I'd never
December 9, 2024 at 3:54 AM
It wasn't a date last night, but I've known this guy for years and he's always been a friend. Used to date someone I was friends with, that sort of thing. I always knew him and we'd exchange convo and be chill but nothing insane.

It wasn't a date last night but if it was wow. Now I wish it had been
December 8, 2024 at 5:46 AM
I should be banned from romantic relationships and entanglements because I clearly still can't stop making myself into a people pleasing nightmare.
December 7, 2024 at 10:38 PM


I think I'm making different choices, that I'm in different situations with different people but it ends up kind of being same. I always take years for my own psyche to catch up to the whole fucking thing.

I have to believe this means i'm becoming more self aware, but I'm just fucking upset @ me
December 7, 2024 at 10:36 PM
November 27, 2024 at 1:16 AM
I created this cute thing and I know I want to show it off, but my phone camera is trash and I can not possibly find it in me to motivate myself to use my webcam or charge my older phone.

Maybe posting this will help me see how silly it is not to share the things I do. >:)
November 27, 2024 at 1:09 AM
November 27, 2024 at 1:04 AM
Bitch, I won't hesitate to hit that report button in a game, stopping any progress just to make sure shitty people who have shitty things to say don't get to get away with their shitiness. Idgaf I'll throw a game just to report someone.
November 26, 2024 at 4:09 AM
Reposted by Satanie Louella
happy international women’s day to the original international woman
March 8, 2024 at 9:35 PM