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In light of TikTok's new community guidelines bs, I will be leaving the app completely. I will be active here, and I will eventually stream on Twitch. ✌🏻
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December 2, 2025 at 2:13 AM
Over a week in this facility, today marks 3 weeks that I've been away from home. I get my chemo port on Tuesday, and I FINALLY start chemo on Wednesday. Don't know when I'll be able to go home, I'm making slow progress with my swollen legs, and my labs are coming back good. I miss my family & bed
November 30, 2025 at 9:44 PM
Massive amount of stomach pain this afternoon. Tried a hot pack, and it did nothing. Ended up getting a muscle relaxer and my sucralfate with my percoset, so I'm nice and high and about to take a power nap.
November 28, 2025 at 12:00 AM
Happy Danksgiving.
Fck that colonial myth and learn the truth about what really happened.
November 27, 2025 at 4:10 PM
Today was a busy day for me. My sibling came to spend a few hours with me before work, got to see Jazzy (my nail girlie) who helped me take off my set that's been on over 2 months, had a productive session with physical therapy, and then my hubby came to bring me things and see me. It was so nice 🫶🏻
November 27, 2025 at 6:43 AM
Watching George Carlin's final HBO special makes me emotional. He would have a FIELD day if he were still alive. One of the few public figures whose death impacted me, alongside Robin Williams, Michael Jackson, and Prince.
November 27, 2025 at 6:39 AM
Medicated asf and gonna hit the hay early. 👍🏻 I love me some Percoset lmao
November 25, 2025 at 5:39 AM
Port placement got postponed due to high heart rate. I'll have to do it at an actual hospital. Got to see my husband and mom in law bc they stopped by which was the best. Waiting on my ride to go back to the nursing facility.
November 24, 2025 at 9:54 PM
Omg finally got my meds right and I feel so little pain and that nice little head rush means im gonna sleep so good. 😴 😊 Im enjoying this.
November 24, 2025 at 7:59 AM
Currently in a rehab facility where they aren't letting me get out of bed at all and won't give me my full dose of pain meds.
November 22, 2025 at 3:20 PM
Nurse had me try percoset last night....holy shit. My pain is actually manageable. Best sleep I've gotten all week. 🫶🏻
November 21, 2025 at 3:14 PM
Gotta love when the vampires come in to do blood draw at 2am and then leave the door open when you can't get out of bed and everyone is too busy to come close it.
November 20, 2025 at 10:29 AM
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November 17, 2025 at 1:26 PM
Panera dupe Brocoli cheddar soup with Red Lobster Cheddar Bay Biscuit and AriZona sweet tea. What an awesome dinner. 🫶🏻
November 16, 2025 at 2:05 AM
I need to get prepared for me dying. My anemia in tandem with my stage 4 gastric cancer means I no longer can be a surgical candidate, and the chemotherapy will maybe help shrink the cancer but will put me at a higher chance for internal bleeding. Just numb and trying to get through it.
November 8, 2025 at 1:58 AM
Nobody understands how much I want to see this.
Michael (2026) Official Teaser - Jaafar Jackson
YouTube video by Lionsgate Movies
youtu.be
November 6, 2025 at 6:33 PM
Welp. Stage 4 gastric cancer and my only option is aggressive chemo. 👍🏻
November 4, 2025 at 5:54 AM
Damn JD just went down.
November 3, 2025 at 4:03 AM
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Folks is Seattle the government cause they’re shutting Washington down tonight
November 3, 2025 at 2:17 AM
Happy birthday, dad. I miss you every day.
November 1, 2025 at 7:15 PM
Lover Girl 🫶🏻
October 24, 2025 at 8:23 PM
Ok, so I put out a query on here a while ago for an artist. I found one, and they are AMAZING. Their Bsky account was suspended for unknown reasons, so please go follow Noah on @bitcrush-bae1.bluesky.social if you're in need. 🫶🏻
October 16, 2025 at 5:06 PM
Oh, how I always forget how narcotics feel. I took the BEST 4 hour nap since I've been home from the hospital since that bed fucked my back up.
October 11, 2025 at 2:31 AM